Religion is a difficult subject for me, i don't don't know what to believe and what not to believe, but honestly I don't really care that much. The one thing I do care about is death. I want to know what happens after death. Is their really a heaven? Is their really hell? Are ghosts real? Is reincarnation real? OR do you just see black for the rest of your life? I want the answer so badly... What happens once you die? These question tug at my brain so much, I want to know the answer. But if I did know the answer I would be dead right now.... The reason I did not kill myself on the date I had set myself to die is because I didn't know what would happen to me after death. I wanted to so badly I would sit in my bed crying my eyes out wishing I was dead, wanting to die, but scared of what would happen to me after.
