"They say that every single cell in your body is replaced every 7 years. That means that in 7 years, my body will not remember what it felt like to be held by you. It won't remember what it felt like to hear empty promises like, "God, baby no I'll never leave you" and "fuck, you know I'd never touch her". I spent three years falling in love and falling apart because of you and it'll take me more than twice that to be able to say that my fingertips don't remember how it feels to rub over your arms, your spine, and through your hair. God, seven years and maybe I'll be able to forget what it was like to fall to the floor sobbing because OH GOD HE TOUCHED HER WHY THE FUCK DID HE TOUCH HER but I don't think those are the kind of things you can forget." - He liked to make it hurt in a mental kind of way (via permanentlysad)
