So after a few months me and Jake
Have been talking and hanging out constantly .But still everytime I see him I get flustered and I can't control my fellings. Ahhhhhhh I fucking hate fellings. The other day he told me to meet him at the coffee shop it's actully cold outside so I could really use a coffee.I told mom not to worry about lunch that I would get some on the way back.going to the coffee shop
On my way there I ran into Rachel again "hey again Alex or mr gay boy"
She says looking at me like I just came from the trash ."hey Rachel or aka bitch do me a favor and get the fuck out of my life, or is that to much for your tiny brain to obsorbe" I tell almost yelling but I couldn't we were in public.Then suddenly I fell a stinging sensation on my face I just got slapped ."why don't you kill yourself fucking gay boy !"she screams to everyone can hear it then she takes my violin takes it out of its case and try's to smash it ,but before she could I knee her in the stomach and catch my violin before it falls. "Look I don't care who you are I have had to deal with your shit all my life now don't ever even look at me again!!"I shout at her . By then jake was already standing there and I grabbed my stuff and ran tears in my eyes.He runs after me I lose him around the cemetery.I want to see them. I walk up and come to my dad and sisters grave.I read in loving memory of drake rox a father a friend and a amazing person ,on the other side I read in loving memory of alexia rox a daughter a mother a sister a friend .There graves things that haunt my dreams and make me cry .I broke down I couldn't hold back my tears .Then I fell two arms bring me in a warm embrace ,it was jake without thinking I buried my head in his shoulder sobbing."it's ok " he said his words are so comforting they make me fell better.Without noticing I fell our lips lock even though I know it is weird in a cemetery but ,alittle I didn't want to leave him .
