A/N: This isn't about me or anyone I know.
Never have I ever... flown in an airplane.
Never have I ever been out of this country.
Never have I ever been out of this state.
I haven't really gone anywhere at all; I'm stuck here, in my home town. Trapped by the should be's and never wills.
Never have I ever...
Never have I ever gotten an A in school.
Never have I ever passed with flying colors.
Never have I ever had the help I craved.
No one's really been there for me, I'm just here. Struggling. Alone. Trying to understand something, anything.
Never have I ever...
Never have I ever been to a wedding.
Never have I ever gone a year without knowing death.
Never have I ever been sure in anything to come.
Never have I ever not been scared of something.
Fear surrounds me. Death surrounds me. Funerals are a new norm, and it really shouldn't faze me anymore (a sad thought), but it still does and I'm scared. Who knows what's to come? What will happen to this world? What more could possibly even happen to me?
Never have I ever...
Never have I ever had a relationship--you know, boyfriend or girlfriend.
Never have I ever had more than one friend.
Never have I ever had a crush.
Never have I ever met my biological father.
Never had I ever had a normal family.
Never have I ever felt loved.
It's nearly impossible. Life in general. I'm just so alone. So hopeless. No one cares, no one at all. I'm just a waste of space, of time, of effort.
Never have I ever...
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A Collection of One Shots
RandomIt's the exploration of different prompts, genres and ideas. {This book kind of sucks, but the newer chapters are better ^-^}
