Why Did We Meet

going home.

When I woke up I was feeling much better. I could breath normally again my sides weren't hurting. The doctor came in and told me that I could come home today I just need to take pills. So he brought me my pills I called Gage and told him to come pick me up and then I changed. Gage picked me up around 12 so we went to lunch at eat n'park.
Conversation
Me-so I have one day off and then I have to go back. I took at almost 2 weeks of sick days and I've only been there for 2 days.
Gage-I've already talked to the principle and he has all of your work together when you come back just go and pick it up. Everything will be okay.
Me- thank you. so much for everything.
Gage-that's what I'm here for babygirl.
End of conversation
We went home and I went to take a shower when I saw red thongs on the floor. I dont wear thongs unless I wear leggings.so they weren't mine. I picked them up went to Gage and said." SO WHILE I WAS ALMOST DYING IN A HOSPITAL BED YOU HAVE SEX WITH A LITTLE SLUT NOW."
Him-Babe I can explain its not what you think.
Me- No what I thought is that you actually loved me and that was obviously a big mistake. I was going out the door when he pulled me
Him- so you're just gonna walk out without me explaining myself?
Me- fine why are there fucking underwear in my bathroom Gage.
Him- alright my other brothers girlfriend and him stayed the two nights I was with you at the hospital. I came home and she was in the shower so I went to the downstairs bathroom but before I left she tried to get me in the shower with her. I went downstairs and watched tv until my brother got home then I told him to leave because of what happened. she put on my pants and shirt and left leaving the underwear there.
Me- you have to swear to god that is what happened
Him- I swear on my mom
Me- okay I believe you(hugs him)
I'm sorry about that.
Him-its okay I see how you would have thought.
End of conversation
Then I finally took my shower and told Alexia and Julius to come over. Since it was still snowing light up night is still going. so I told them all to get dressed and get in the car. We all went to eat at hardies then went to light up night. It was beautiful. I could stay there forever I always have loved the lights the snow the everything about Christmas. We left and then ate and went to bed. When we woke up we had just a normal day but something stayed in my mind. When I was 15 I always did YouTube and younow. I kinda missed doing it so I signed in to my accounts put on a different shirt and did my makeup. I went on younow and started to do a normal broadcasts until 2,537 people came in. I missed these people they always made my day better. So I asked them how they were doing and I've told them why I havnt been on and I told them about Gage. So I called him upstairs and he just held me and did the broadcast together. I talked to then how I use to talk to them
Younow
Me- so I've been thinking about you guys lately and I'm really sorry I stopped... I know you guys were devastated when I quit everything was going bad and I couldn't take the people calling me things and saying things I had no choice but to quit .but I'm back now I'll broadcast everyday I promise
Comments going and going
Me-aww Kayla and laneyI love you too! Yinno I know a laney I was very close to one. Until bad stuff happened. I never told you guys about it.
Them- tell us
Them- is it bad
Me- well I really shouldn't but I'll tell you guys okay. When I was 3 I was in dance class and my dad was picking me up with my other sister,laney. She was about 9. When they were on there way this car didn't stop at the light and hit my dad's car straight on. Nobody knew about it until an hour after he was suppose to pick me up. My dance instructor called my mom and my mom got worried she started to call my dad over and over he didn't answer. So she called the police to tell them that my dad and sister was missing. They asked there names and they told her what happened and were they were. they died instantly. So my mom picked me up and took me to the hospital to see them. I wasn't aloud to see them but she needed to. On the ride there she told me what happened since I was 3 I just cried for a little bit I didn't really think about it much until I was 12 I started to have depression. I cut myself and tried to kill myself.My mom started to work a lot more I never saw her . I didn't have my mother when I needed her most. She started to date this guy and he started to abuse me. One day he tried to rape me. I called the cops I couldn't take it anymore. My mom was disappointed I didn't tell her. She then had 4 jobs just to take care of me. When she found the husband she has today she started to get better she has one steady job and cares about me. I've been doing a lot better this past week was 14 years he's been gone. It was a very hard day. I talked to her and my dad it was like it was normal again. It still hurt some days. But I'm very glad I have you guys my mom Alexia and my perfect boyfriend Gage.
Them- oh my god are you okay?!
Me- I'm fine guys but I'm gonna go now I love you I'll talk to you guys tomorrow byeeeeee! Then me and Gage took a long nap and didn't wake up until 6.

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