I love you, is that okay?

Chapter 7

This question was the whole time in my mind. We spent the night together, don't get me wrong, we didn't sleep with each other. We went along the beach and then through the city and at maybe 4 AM he brought me to my hotel.

"Eleanor?" Melisa asked sleepy as I entered the room.

"Psst.. Sleep well." I smiled and laid down in the bed.

"You were out with Rafa, weren't you?" She said, winking at me.

"Yeah." I smiled wider and snuggled in my bed.

"And?"

"Well.. He said that I'm amazing and stuff." I said and yawned.

"Oh my God really?!" She almost exclaimed.

"Yeah."

"And...?"

Shut up.

"Can I sleep now?" I asked and covered my face with a pillow.

"HELL NO!" She exclaimed and jumped on my bed.

"Melisa!" I whined.

"Eleanor!"

Please go, for God's sake!

"I'll tell you everything tomorrow." I smiled at her. "But please, let me fucking sleep now."

"Is good." She gave in and went again to her bed.

As I snuggled again in the bed and tried to sleep, I just thought about Rafa.

What the hell are we now? What will happen if I go back to Berlin? Will we stay in touch? Does he love me? Shall I stay?

I turned around and tried to find my damn sleep. But there was still him. Rafa.

Piss off! I wanna sleep now!

After what felt like 8 hours but instead it was an half hour I fell asleep. But my sleep didn't last long. I woke up hearing someone whispering my name.

"Shut up Melisa." I mumbled but didn't open my eyes.

But she didn't stop.

"I swear, I.."

And then I opened my eyes. Next to me laid a smirking Rafa, handsome as fuck.

This is heaven.

"Good morning to you too." He smirked and placed a kiss on my lips.

I can get used to it.

"I'm sorry, I just thought you're Melisa and.. Wait. How did you get inside?" I asked and rubbed my eyes.

"Melisa let me enter as she went outside to say goodbye to her friend, I guess." He answered still smiling at me.

"Oh okay.. When did she leave?"

"I don't know.. Maybe three hours ago."

"And since then you lay next to me?" I asked wide eyed and he nodded.

Aww how cute he is.

"I can't believe you will leave today." He said sadly and embraced me in a hug as we still laid in the bed. "I'll miss you."

Oh my.. I love this guy! Hey, I want your children.

"I'll miss you too." I smiled and placed my head on his chest.

It's crazy that I just know him for two days.

"By the way, you're really cute while sleeping."

I faced him and looked him deeply in the eyes before I kissed him with all the passion I had.

"Can I tell you something?" He asked shyly and I nodded.

"I know we just know us for two days but.."

Oh oh.

"I-I think I have fallen for you." He continued and a smile appeared on my face and I directly pecked his lips.

"I just can agree." I smiled.

"You can't imagine how happy I'm to hear this."

Damn, what shall I say? I had a crush on you before you even knew me..

"So.. You're going to be my girlfriend - of course."

OH WOW! DID HE REALLY SAY THIS?!

"I'd love to." I smiled and placed once more a kiss on his lips. I could do this from now on because he's my fucking boyfriend!

Wake up Eleanor! You'll leave Barcelona in some hours as well as you'll leave him. - Yup, I hate my little tiny voice.

"Uhm..." I stuttered.

"What's wrong?" He asked worried.

"Uhm.. Well, you know that I'll leave in some hours." I answered sadly.

"I know.." He trailed and pulled me closer to him. "We should try a long distance relationship, what do you think?"

"YES!" I said cheering.

So it was 10 AM and we still stayed in bed and cuddled and.. Yeah I don't want to give you more information. After an hour Melisa came back and we started to pack the rest of our stuff into our suitcases. Our flight went at three in the afternoon, so as we were done with everything we checked out and drove to the airport - with Rafa.

"I'll call you everyday." He said as he hugged me minutes before I had to go inside the plane.

"I'll miss you." I said and leaned with my head on his chest.

This nice smell of him.. Yeah I can say this 'cause I'M HIS GIRLFRIEND!

"I'll miss you more." He whispered.

"Eleanor, I don't want to disturb you guys but we have to go." Melisa said. "Bye Rafa." She smiled and hugged him.

"Bye my dear. Have a nice flight." He smiled.

And then it was my turn to say goodbye. And it was so hard because so much happened those past three days.

"I'll visit you if I have time." He said and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I'll visit you as well." I said as a tear rushed down my cheek.

"Hey don't cry because we'll see us soon again." He smiled and cupped one side of my face with his hand. "I love you."

AAAH OH MY GOD!!

"I love you too." I couldn't help but smiled and kissed him before Melisa and I went inside the plane.

As we found our places we sat down and I looked for my phone and plugged my earphones in and started to hum while listening to songs.

These words are my own. They're from my heart: I love you, I love you.
That's all I've got to say. Can't think of a better way. And that's all I've got to say. I love you, is that okay?

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A/N: Hey guys I started a new book called "Death is not the end of love" it would be an honor if you could check it out! And thanks that you keep reading this book it's truly amazing! Thank you xx