Different ways. (a vkook fanfiction) [HIATUS]

Being Me.

*JUNGKOOK POV* 

I tried as quick as i could to reach the canteen in time, but by the time i got there...

He was gone.

It was almost the end of lunch now, so i made my way towards our class to be registered, making sure if he was around, I would catch him in time to apologise. A few minutes passed... and I began to hear  the thud of sad footsteps coming down the stairs. It was him

"TAEHYUNG" i cried out, hoping for a reply.  He looked up, and his sweet little face broke out into a smile "god, he's cute". He walked up to me and hugged me tight. "where was you?" he sighed. "i needed to talk to you and you.... left me." I could feel myself crying now, warm tears trickled down my cheek as i struggled to speak. My whole body ached at what she had done to me, I'm such a fucking wimp.

"IM SORRY!"  I cried nervously.  There are no words to explain what she did to me, or how it has made me feel...

""This girl she... I" I began to say, before collapsing on the floor in a heap of my own tears. "No no... don't you dare" He whimpered nervously, biting his lip as if to stop his own tears. He looked around, as if to see if there was anyone coming. then....

 He bent down, and gently kissed me on the forehead. 

I looked up at him and smiled, tears still streaming my face like little rivers.

okay... okay... he just did that... please... i think im dying here!

"It's okay" he smiled. "i'm here now, no one's going to hurt you." I looked up at him and sighed. "but...they already did" my tears began to flow even more now, and i could feel myself shaking. "I HATE women" i sniffed. pulling myself up from the floor and stretching my legs. V turned around and muttered something to himself, as if he didn't want me to hear. "what was that?" i smirked, wiping  my tears away from my face.

"oh nothing" he giggled nervously "you wouldn't want to know, anyway".

GOD WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO MYSTERIOUS WITH ME?

I LOVE IT.

* V POV *

I was rather annoyed now, as He never came. My heart ached at the thought that he was gone....

stupid heart ugh.

I picked up my stuff, and left for registration class. Hopefully he would be there... hopefully i'd get to see his cute little face again soon. I could see someone out of the corner of my eye as i reached the stairs. He was there! but... he didn't look at all okay.

Oh shit..

What had happened to him?

I quickened my pace and walked over to him, hugging him tight. I looked at him, his lip began to tremble... 

"Where was you?" I sighed. 

"are you okay?" 

"please tell me your okay" 

I knew he was going to cry now. What do i do? oh no.. "I needed to talk to you... and you left me."  oh god... had i just made it worse?

probably...

He hadn't yet let go of me, and i could feel the warm trickle of tears falling onto my shoulder."IM SORRY!"  He cried nervously. ""This girl she... I" he began to say, before slipping down the wall into a heap and slowly sobbing. 

Who?

what had she done?

I swear i'm going to kill whoever done this to him.

"No no... don't you dare" I whimpered nervously, forcing back my own tears now. I looked at him for what seemed like an eternity, his eyes making me fall into a dream.

I looked around to see if there was anyone nearby, not that I really cared anyway but then, I leaned forward and kissed him on the head. He looked up at me and the tears began to stop. I could feel my cheeks burning now.

 I felt as if there and then, I could of kissed him.

 I felt as if there and then, i could of told him everything.

But i didn't.

I pulled him closer to me now, his head quietly resting on my chest."It's okay" i smiled. "i'm here now, no one's going to hurt you." he looked up at me and sighed. "but...they already did" his tears began to flow even more once again , and he began to shake. 

"I HATE women" he sniffed. pulling himself up from the floor and groaning. 

That groan oh my god..I

I turned around.

"STOP IT TAEHYUNG" ."improper thoughts will get you nowhere" I muttered to myself. I started to laugh now, although i'm still worried.

"what was that?" asked Jungkook

oh god

uhm

"oh nothing"  

 "you wouldn't want to know, anyway".

I know he loves it when i'm mysterious with him..

that's just one of the perks of being me.