"When will she wake up?" I heard Jason's voice, but all I could see was darkness.
"She should be waking anytime now... she might be in a lot of pain if the medicine has worn off." Pain? I didn't feel any pain. I just felt numb. Maybe the medicine hadn't worn off, yet.
"Okay... is it okay if I sit here until she wakes up?" His voice sounded hoarse, as if he'd been crying, but this was Jason... I hadn't ever saw him cry.
"Yes Sir... that'll be fine." The doctor, I'm assuming, said.
There were no words for a little while after that... the only thing that was heard was the steady beep of a monitor. Why was I in the hospit-?
I was in a wreck. A car wreck.
I remembered now...
"Ava... I don't know if you're like in a coma or something right now. I don't know how we even got here. Last time I talked to you... you were walking in the hospital, upset, with me, but why'd you leave? You left the hospital... were you trying to leave me? Because if you were, I'll understand. I'll understand completely... I've put you through hell, and now I'm putting you through more with these babies... I just... I don't know what I'm trying to say here." I heard him choke on a sob. Wait did he say babies? Is Adriana having more than one? Are they his? "I just love you Avalon. I love you more than I've ever loved anything in my entire existence. My life revolves around you, it always has... but I was stupid to realize that. In my mind, I knew that the reason I always came back to you was because you were easy... it was because I loved you, in the most fucked up kind of way, I loved you, but I've changed. I can change even more if that's what you want... just don't leave me. I can't lose you aga – "he didn't finish because he started sobbing.
I wasn't going to leave him... I couldn't even if I wanted too. He was it for me. He had always been it... since the day I stumbled in that club on my 19th birthday. He was my best friend. My lover. My soulmate.
I tried to force my eyes open or my hand to move. I focused all of my energy on it just to see him, to touch him. Finally, after Jason had reduced to only sniffles, my eyes started to crack open. The light was blinding at first, but I blinked a couple times, and they adjusted. Jason was leant back looking up at the ceiling. He hadn't noticed that I opened my eyes. I slowly moved my arm to his knee and patted it making his head snap up and look at me. His eyes widened and a big smile came across his face. He grabbed my hand and just held it, neither of us said a word for what felt like forever until he whispered loud enough for just me to hear.
"Baby..." I felt my eyes water at the emotion that one little whisper portrayed before I hissed in pain and grabbed my abdomen.
"Shit." I hissed as I grabbed it. Jason's eyes widened and he looked around frantically before finding something. I looked closely and it was the emergency nurse button. He pressed it five or six times, and a second later, a nurse burst through the door.
"Are you in pain, Ms. James?" I hissed not being able to talk. She ran back out and came back a minute later with a bag of something and hooked it up to me and my IV.
"That should kick in soon, and the pain will subside..." I nodded as I hissed again. I looked back towards Jason, but he was looking at anything but me. I felt my eyebrow furrow as I reached out to him.
"Jase?" I croaked out through the pain. He looked at me and towards my stomach before looking away again.
"You're going to be okay baby. Just relax as much as you can." He said looking, again, anywhere but at me.
"Why won't you look at me?" I whispered, and he sighed and looked at me.
"Ava I – "He was cut off by a doctor walking in. The doctor nodded towards Jason as if in a greeting before looking at me.
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No Love
FanfictionHe's the love of my life, but i'm not enough for him. At least, I wasn't until I was trying to move on, but when i gave him a choice between me and them. He chose them. Not me. this is our story.