"I want to see him" she says standing at the door way.
"No. Nonono you get away"
"You can't keep my son away from me jensen."
"Dan you should've thought about that years ago"
"Hey jensen I was-"
"Go upstairs" I tell Luke as he walks down the stairs.
"Is that him?" She asks as a tear rolls down her cheek. "I want to see him Jensen!" She shouts. She pushes me making me fall over and hit my head.
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I squint looking up at the ceiling.
"Are you okay?" Misha asks.
"What happened?" I ask.
"Daneel pushed you over and you hut your head really hard." Misha explains.
"Ow" I rub the back if it. "Did you call 911?"
"Yeah, they said to make sure your eyes dilate and you don't get dizy or vomit" Misha says with a pack of peas on my bump.
"Where's Luke?" I ask.
"At Jared's" he answers.
"I'm tired"
"No falling asleep and you actually need to sit up" he grabs my hands and pulls me up.
"Can I have water?" I ask.
"Yes" he hands me a small cup.
"Mish" I whine.
"Fine" he hands me his bottle.
"Isn't it weird how just a few days ago I was taking care of you" I chuckle.
"Hey is he ok?" Jared walks in.
"I feel good weres Luke?" I ask.
"Outside, he wants to come in"
"Yeah he can come in" Luke walks in playing with his thumbs. "What's up?" I ask.
"Are...are you okay?" He asks sitting down.
"I'm ok. Are you?" He stays quiet for a few seconds.
"No" he shakes his head and his lip starts quviring.
"Come here" I open my arm and he lays down on my chest.
"Im part of her. What if I become man and violent. It's possible you know?" He cries. "I want to be normal." He whispers.
"Don't you ever say your normal" misha says. "Being normal is horrible. You're perfect Luke" misha sits next to him and hugs him.
"Its okay its okay. You're nothing like her" I tell him. My head is pounding but I'd rather help Luke then whine about my head. He stays in our arms crying.
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"Are you okay?" Misha asks walking into the bathroom and pulling me closer. After an hour of Luke having a breakdown he fell asleep on the couch.
"Yeah... It sucks he feels that way" I tell him.
"Are you okay though?" He asks sternly.
"Yeah, thanks to you" I kiss him.
"You're welcome." He smiles. I kiss him again and smile at how he taste.
"Did you just eat a mint or something?" I ask pulling away.
"Maybe"
"You wanna finish what we started don't you?" He knows my favorite part of kissing him is when he'd just brushed his teeth/have a mint and then puts on his wild cherry ChapStick.
"Maybe" he winks.
"Baby I can't, my bead still hurts and I'm not aloud to lay down"
"Then don't lay down, top"
"No. You go watch porn and please yourself I have to go check on Luke"
"I already fucked myself once today and it didn't help."
"When Im healed okay?" I run my fingers through his hair.
"It better be worth the wait" he raises an eyebrow.
"I promise it will be"
"It has to involve panties and...handcuffs"
"How are you so kinky?" I laugh walking out into the hall way.
"I married you, now go see if our son is okay" our son? Shivers run up my spine making my lips form into a smile.
"I love you" I turn around and grab him.
"I love you too" he laughs pulling me in by my shirt and kisses me. "Ok go go" he pushes me away.
"Fine I'll leave." I walk down stairs smiling. I figured misha thought Luke was more my son then ours. I walk over and see him laying on the couch starting to wake up. "Hey" I comb his hair with my fingers.
"Hey" he smiles shyly. "Sorry for freaking out today"
"Its okay I've been there"
"Really?" He asks.
"My uncle is a drug addict" I tell him
"Oh"
"It doesn't help you but hey I'm fine so...you'll be okay."
"I'm hungry" he sits up.
"Jared is bringing elle back in a few minutes we could make Mac n cheese or tacos?" I ask.
"Tacos" I grab his hand and we go into the kitchen.
"Baby!" I shout for misha. He skips down the stairs and smiles walking in.
"Hey" misha gives Luke a hug. "How're you?" He asks
"I think I'm okay" he nods.
"Tacos?" I ask misha.
"Yes!" We pull out the makings and start cooking. The door opens and jared walks in with elle wrapped around him asleep.
"She fell asleep and I know you were missing her so here is sleeping beauty" misha grabs her.
"Thank you for baby sitting you have no idea how much this means to us" misha whispers.
"No problem" he says. "I have to go gen and Thomas and Shep are making a special meal"
"Have fun" I chuckle as he leaves. Misha puts elle to sleep as we finish dinner.
