Cold 2 ( Winter's Diary)

Ch 15: Karma

Chres

I slowly opened my eyes turning around to see Sanaa tucked under her mother they looked so beautiful I didn't want to wake them up. A lot was on my mind I know we shouldn't have slept together, I just had the urge. I know she's gonna feel horrible when she wakes up and probably played. I looked at the two of them and realized I fucked up a little. Blake is a good girl under all her craziness and she deserves better I don't even know what kind of person I turned into. Sometimes I wish she could've just rode it out with me instead of leaving me high and dry but its life. I leaned in giving Sanaa a kiss on her cheek then I flung the hair out of Blake's face. I grabbed my lighter from the dresser until I heard Blake moving around uncontrollably she began tossing and turning.

"No no no" she said lowly. Then I realized she was having a nightmare I forgot she still got those. She began screaming but not too loudly. "Hey" I said shaking her arm trying to get her to wake up.

"Blake"

"It's okay" I said. She slowly opened her eyes when she saw me then jumped up feeling her body. She placed her hands on her face getting up. "It was just a dream" I said

"No duh" she said. "Look don't be mad at me that you had a crazy dream" I said. She rolled her eyes sitting on the edge of the bed. "Why did we have sex? She asked

I smirked "I don't know you tell me" I said. "No, this is crazy, ughhh I'm so stupid. I just helped you cheat on your girlfriend. I don't like her ass but no woman deserves that shit" She argued and she was absolutely right I just got caught in the moment. Matter of fact fuck the caught in the moment bullshit I've been wanted to have sex with her, I wanted her and I got it.

"Look we just got caught in the moment it's not like were strangers sheeshh" I said getting up grabbing my lighter. I opened the porch door in the guess room stepping outside to smoke. I've been smoking more than usual lately I lit my blunt taking my first puff.

Blake

I knew better I was just horny as hell. Now we have to act like this didn't happen. Going our separate ways him with Chy and I guess me with Macklyn. He came back in walking over towards. "Thanks for looking out yesterday ma. I appreciate it" he said caressing my chin but I smacked his hand.

"Why you do that? He asked

"You know why? I said. He chuckled "You act like you wasn't the one that pushed me down then proceeded to fuck the shit out of me" He said

"No you were the one that came on to me" I argued. "Okay but did you stop me tho? He asked me and I rolled my eyes.

I don't know why I was so upset. "Blake you know I still love you, I don't want you to feel used or anything" he said getting serious. "I hate you too" I smirked feeling better he kissed my cheek walking into my bathroom. I walked over to the bed waking Sanaa up. It was time for me and ladybug to go home

That Night

Me Noni and the kids were just getting off our plane from LA back to NYC. It was going on 4:30 and Noni was in such a damn rush to get back home. Tonight we were going to her job's Christmas party. I was already tired from the traveling and food but of course I had to support my wife. I kept telling her we can just go to the New Years Party but she just had to go.When we got home I went over the rules with Jayceon. Her sister Noelle was coming over to watch them and I know Jay gets away with a lot when he's with his aunt.