Holding on to you

Behind every laughter is a guy with a gun

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PIC OF LILLY'S OUTFIT.

Chapter 8

"Jess, say something you're scaring me."

She looked like she was in shock and when she tried to talk all that came from her mouth was squeaking noises.

"I...you...how...what...ARE YOU CRAZY!!"

I covered my ears, cringing at the sound. God! I think she tried to make my ear drums explode.

"WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN? WHO DID THIS HAPPEN WITH? ARE YOU CRAZY? DOES JASON KNOW? ARE YOU CRAZY? WHEN WHERE YOU PLANNING TO TELL ME? WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME? WHERE YOU EVER GOING TO TELL ME? A.R.E  Y.O.U  C.R.A.Z.Y??!!!"

I wasn't sure which one of her questions she wanted me to answer first and to be honest at the moment I was too afraid to ask. Jessy is the sweetest, humblest person I know, but when she gets angry she becomes downright terrifying. I cleared my throat and prepare to tell her everything.

"Well, you see it all started when I overheard my brothers talking. Apparently Brandon got himself into gambling and rake up a pretty big bill with some dangerous people. I heard Bran saying that JD will break more than his legs if he didn't give him his money when the deadline reach. At first I was upset, I couldn't believe that he would do something so dangerous and stupid, and I was going to barge in his room and tell him just that but what I heard next stopped me."

Jessy was sitting on the bed listening intently to my story.

"He said that JD promised to kill him and pass the debt on to someone in the family and if they couldn't pay it they'd get the same fate as him. Then Liam said there's only one person who he knows could help Brandon out, but he already asked him and he said no. Brandon asked who, and when Liam said the name I know what I had to do."

Jessy jumped from the bed, her eyes narrowed at me like a parent about to scold a kid for doing something stupid.

"You better not be about to tell me that you slept with this guy to clear your brother's debt."

I grimaced at how whorish it sounded and looked away feeling ashamed.

"Kinda, not really...it's complicated."

"What's complicated about it, it's either you did or you didn't?"

When I didn't answer her she grunted and threw her hands up.

"I need so air."

She walked over to the door, unlocked it and stormed out. I sat there for a minute thinking about what I did and if it was all just a big mistake. I was getting confused by it all so I got up off of the bed and followed her.

I found her in the living room sitting on the sofa just staring off into space. I took the chair opposite her but she continued to ignore me.

"Jess, I'm sorry I didn't tell you, you're my best friend and I should have trusted you with my secrets. I love you and you mean the world to me, please forgive I don't want to lose you."

She rolled her eyes but turn to looked at me. I was so choked up with emotion but when I saw the forgiveness in her eyes I sighed with relief.

"Of course, I forgive, you Dumbo, you're my best friend and it would be impossible to live without you. But if you ever keep something this big from me again I will tell everyone that you used to wet your bed until you were twelve."