That One Nerd(A Camren Fanfic) [DISCONTINUED atm]

[Twenty Two]

~Lauren's POV~

I heard my mother's yelling. Yep. I take back my words. This is the worst thing that could have happen.

I was literally shaking as I stepped out of the bathroom.

"Mum, I can explain," my voice was legit shaking too.

"Explained what?! I've seen quite enough!" my mother cracked up, screaming right in my face. "You think I don't know about the 'thing' you two are having! Oh I know alright!"

She paused, looking at me in disappointment. Wait what? She knows that I'm in a relationship with Camila? But how?!

"I never thought that my eldest daughter would do such a thing. Never had I expected such a good girl like you, a role model to your younger siblings, would come out like this," my mother lowered down her voice a little, shaking her head. "You are a disgrace to this family! I order you to leave this house and don't you ever think I would let you step a foot in this house ever again!"

"Mum please no. I can explain everything," I started begging on my knees. "Please mum. For once, please listen to -"

My mother slapped me hard on my right cheek, cutting off what I wanted to say short.

I gave up trying to fight back. There was no way I could speak to my mother in her condition currently. "Okay... Fine... I'll leave," tears start to roll down my face. I didn't want to leave. "...I'm sorry."

I walked away from my mother and walked into my room to get dressed. Camila followed behind me.

Oh how could a damn good and romantic moment get ruined the next minute?

Once Camila and I got dressed, I took my valuable items with me and left the house.

The last few words I heard from my mother was, "Good! Now stay out and never come back! And don't you dare call me 'mum' ever again!"

I sighed. A good start of the afternoon ended pretty rough. This was the very first time, my mother got so fucking pissed off and mad about something that could have been explained.

We both walked down the street, not knowing where to go. We weren't talking to each other ever since we left the house until Camila started to speak, breaking the awkward silence between the both of us.

"Lauren, I am so, so sorry... I'm so sorry about everything," she apologized and started to cry.

"It's not your fault Camz," I reassured her. To be fair, I don't even know who is at fault so I can't just blindly put the blame on someone except for me.

"But still, I feel bad that you got kicked out of your own house because of me."

"It's not your fault, okay? Don't be too hard on yourself," I reassured her again. "Camila please don't cry. Look at me okay?"

I stopped. I held Camila's face with both hands and look into those beautiful crying brown eyes of hers. "As long as we're together, I'm happy," I said softly. "I will never leave you just because of what happened just now."

A smile formed on Camila's face.

"Just last night, I promised that I will never, ever leave you no matter what happens," I wiped a tear away from her face.

I pulled Camila into a hug, comforting her.

"So do you wanna go get some ice-cream?" I asked. "My treat."

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We strolled to the park with our ice-cream in hand.

Who knew ice-cream could help relief the stress you're having? I don't know about Camila but it definitely made me feel better.

"Hey Camila?"

"Yeah?"

"You feeling better?"

"Not really," she looked down. "I... I just... I just feel bad, really bad. I'm so sorry, Lauren."

"Camila, it's not your fault," I reassured her. "Stop saying that it's your fault. Let the past stay in the past, okay?"

"Okay," she said it ever so softy, as tears start to roll down her cheeks.

~Camila's POV~

Lauren looked at me sympathetically, her green eyes filled with worry.

She held my face, wiping my tears away. "Camila please. Just seeing you cry like this, really hurts me, a lot."

All I did was nodded and tried to stop crying.

How can I not cry, when I have completely ruined her family relationship, especially with her mother? Oh God, I am like the worse girlfriend anybody could ask for. I feel like there's a lump of guilt inside of me that I just couldn't let let go of. How could I let this happen? No matter how many times, not even over a trillion times, Lauren says it's not my fault, it will forever be my fault. Why oh why must all of this bullshit happen?

All of a sudden, my head hurts. Must be all of my thinking and stress I'm currently facing. Oh my head hurts a lot as my vision start to blur.

"Camz?" Lauren called out to me. "Camz are you okay? Camila!"

And I fell, knocked out.

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A/N: yo wazzup.. if u didnt notice, i changed the book cover thx to laurenthedragonfly lol