I sat on the sofa, for some reason quite exicted to see my boyfriend today. I laid my head back onto the end of the sofa and gazed at my open balcony, seeing the streets upside down. It was all so abstract, it confused me and i could feel my head getting heavy. The bell rang, with its unsual tone.
I grunted, sat up straight and placed my magazine on the table. I tied my hair into a new bun, and checked my breathe. Okay fine, it smelled of the rosemary tea i had before. I peeked through the tiny hole at the door, and to my surprise ( and dissapointment ) it was the mail. I opened the door, signed the sheet and gave the man a breif smile before he left. I gazed beneath me. A letter was in my hands. saying-
From - Cindy sparks. To- Niall Horan.
I wondered walking back in, closing the brown door behind me. Who's "cindy sparks". The name was familiar, i just couldnt remember. I sat on the sofa, my head in a war in which i should read it or not. The devil on my left saying " your his girlfriend, what if he's cheating? open it, now!" I turned my head to look at the angel " Your his girlfriend, and thats why you should trust him! he chose you out of a million other girls"
As usual, the devil won. I didnt wait any longer, i opened the letter. I took it out, thats when the bell rang again. Frustrated i left the letter on top of my magazine and walked to the door. Peeking through the hole, it was niall! I plastered a fake smile on, opening the door he walked in and kissed me. It was passionate, maybe he had thought of what i had. But now? all i thought of was cindy sparks.
I pulled back. "whats wrong babe? he asked, but i sat back on the sofa. Hoping he would notice me and not the open letter. But he did the opposite, he saw the letter from far and gazed at me before walking towards it. As soon as he saw the letter, his body froze.
He looked back at me "I , i'm sorry baby. It was one time, and it was last year and i promise. After that nothing happened, someone drugged me and i did'nt know how we ended up together. Please try to understand."
I looked up, shocked to hear what i heard. Tears welled up in my eyes " i didn't read the letter"
"what?" his expression turned from forgiving to confused/angry/broken.
"yeah, i i trusted you. I thought i told you last year to not drink at public bars, but what do you do?" my voice getting higher "you do exactly that. and how the fuck do you expect me to believe that you haven't secretly been having an affair with her?"
He held my hands as if pleading " I just bumped into her at an interview! I didnt even know how she got my house and my adrress"
I pushed him back shifting with each word " our house, niall i thought it was 'our' house."
"i know i know it is, that just slipped out"
"just like your drugged dick slipped into her? yeah, just slipped." the tears slipping down my face and onto my blue tank top, nialls favorite colour. "How could you not tell me? how? i thought we trusted each other!"
-the angel in my head spoke "he does, he just didnt want you mad"-
"because i knew that this would happen. I knew it, you would freak out"
I grabbed my coat and keys, making sure i had my phone. I headed towards the door. He ran and reached before me " let me go, let me go now."
-the angel spoke again " if he loves you, he wont"-
" Please, i love you please." His tears fell down into his hands as he pleaded. I pushed him aside,opening the door to run out when i fell into liam's arms right outside. He looked back and forth, at me and niall. Niall grabbed me from him, i was now in between.
"I'm here with speacial sexy takeoout for two!" Liams deep voice flooded through my heavy head.
"she found out about cindy" niall cried " please tell her i didnt do it, liam she's leaving me"
i looked up to niall, standing
-The angel " Dont be stupid now, you know you cant live without him. do the right thing, go on."-
i cupped his face in my hands "I would never, i just need some time" I whispered, pecking him on the lips.
Liam raised his eyebrow " I could drive you over to perrie's? you could spend time with her." He gave a packet of what smelled like chinese takeout to niall.
he gave half a smile " thanks liam, i hope you guys have a good time. and im..sorry..again".
"but i never said i'd come!" i protested!
Liam grabbed me from the back and pushed me towards the elevator " Never said you could!"
I smiled to myself as i heard my niall laugh from behind.
The angel had won, for once. Because she was right! he had chosen me over a milllion other girls".
