My Abusive Boyfriend

Chapter 10

Its the first day back to school after Christmas break and I really dont wanna go back. That little break just was not long enough. I'm going to miss not being waking up to an alarm and being about to wake up at noon. I guess it's time to get back to the education though.

I pull out my nike sweat suite I bought both Jason and I and my black, red and white Jordans, Jason got me out of my closet and sat them on my bed so I can get ready to do my morning hygiene. I got my hair done in box braids on Saturday so my hair is on fleek too. I'm going to look so good today. I put my hair in a half up, half down due and put a shower cap on so I can get in the shower. After my shower I do my oral hygiene then go to my room to lotion up and put my clothes on.

As soon as I get finish my phone rings playing Meek Mills and Ella Mai's. "24/7" and I know it's my baby. I hurry and grab my phone before he has a chance to get mad.
"Good morning babe."
"Good morning now bring your sexy ass outside I got a surprise for you."
"Okay. Here I come." I grab my back pack, purse, charger, headphones and phone and run downstairs. I put everything away really quick and put my coat on. I pull my keys out and walk out the door.

As soon as I walk out I see Jason sitting in this nice 2015 Nissan Altima. I immediately run up to it and he gets out and sits on the hood.
"Oh my goodness baby is this you?"
"You know it. Moms presented it me last night."
"Oh my goodness, yay babe. I'm so happy and excited for you." He wraps his arms around my neck and kisses my lips.
"Come on lets get to school." He slaps me in the butt as I walk away. "We look fucking good today."
"You know it."

When we make it to school we walk in like the new it couple and all eyes are on us.
"Oh my goodness you guys look so cute." A friend of ours named Tori told us as we're in the breakfast line. Tori is about 5'5, dark skin, small boob, a medium size butt and she always has her hair in its natural state.
"Thank you boo." I say as I check my phone.
-hey boo. Sorry I've been in such a funk lately. I just feel like once you got with Jay our relationship went down hill. You don't come over as much and whenever I call to see what you're doing you're always with Jay like you would rather be with him more. I just really miss us and I'm sorry. I know it's just me being jealous because I don't have a man who treats me as well as Jay treats you. I'm use to fucking and ducking niggas. I know you're actually in a relationship and you have to spend time with your man as well. I'm sorry boo. 8:10am Tina.
-hey boo 😘. I miss you sooo much. I'm sorry for making it seem like I make Jay more of a priority. I love the both of you guys and I want to spend time with the both of you. That's why every time I tell you to come over with us when you call and he's here. I want the both of you to get along. I love you Tina 😘. You are my bestie, my rider, my right hand girl. 8:12am Me.
"Who are you texting?" Jason ask me as we scoot up in line.
"Tina."
"Y'all back talking again?"
"Yeah, she just text me apologizing."
"Oh okay."
-I love you too 😘. Besties for life 🤞🏾. 8:13am Tina

Before going to class we get Jason's teammate to take some pictures of us on both of our phones so we can post them to our social media accounts. After he takes them for us we look at the ones on my phone first and pick the ones that we both like. I like the one of us looking at each other and the one of us looking somewhere else and him looking at me in amazement as I look at someone who is talking to me . I didn't even know he took the picture. It's a really cute off guard of me though.

On his phone he likes the one of me laughing and him looking at me like I'm crazy. I upload mines to snapchat, instagram and facebook. With the caption
Me and bae 🔐💑 twinning today💯 ❤. This is my 🌏🥰😘
Right after uploading it I was getting likes. Then I got a comment.
jas_thebae I love yalls fit
Itsshaeeee_bih Thanks😘 @jas_thebae
Jas_thebae Who got yalls outfits
Itsshaeeee_bih I got our sweat suits and he got our shoes @jas_thebae
Jas_thebae Iker 🥰

The day has gone by pretty fast. I'm glad it has because I'm exhausted and ready to go home and take a much needed nap. I walk to my locker to get my coat and my math book for my homework before going to meet Jason at his car. Soon as I zip up my backpack I hear someone say my name. I looked around and see my best guy friend, Dreshawn (Dre)
"Dre!" I yell as I close my locker and run to him and wrap my arms around his neck. Dre has been in Mexico with his girlfriend for a year.
"Oh my goodness how was Mexico?"I ask after we release our hug.
"Mexico was amazing. How was you holding it down while I was gone?" He ask as we begin walking back to my locker.
"Well you know how I do, but, I go out with Jason now."
"Damn, since when?"
"He asked me to be his girlfriend the Monday before Valentines Day and Valentines Day was sooo amazing but that's a story for another day."

"All I know is he better treat you right and the minute he dont let me know so I can beat the living shit out of him. I'm being for real La'shae you know I dont play about you."
"I know Dre. He is treating me right." I wasnt being 100% trueful but lately he has been treating me right. Maybe things have gotten better between us. "I gotta go Dre but I'll hit you up later."
"Alright." I give him a hug and walk to Jasons car.

As soon as I walk to Jasons car I see him sitting inside. A small plasters on my face as I see him. I can't wait to tell him Dre is back in town. I get in the car and as soon as I close the door his fist connects with my jaw and my head hits the window.
"You didnt think I saw you did you? I see everything. I got eyes all around that damn school so when I'm not there I'm still there." I hold my jaw and cry. I'm very taken back by his actions. We have been doing so good lately without any fight or arguing or anything. What the fuck happened this time.

I can feel the blood fill up in my mouth from his punch to the face. I open up the car door so I can spit the blood out and not get it all over his brand new car. I know if I do that he will be furious with me and I'll get way more than a punch to the face. Jason grabs my hair as soon as I open the door. I bet he thinks I'm trying to leave. "Where the hell?" I turn my head towards him to show him I have blood in my mouth. "Spit it out." I spit the blood out as he continues to hold on to my hair and I get back in the car closing the door behind me. "I saw you fuckin hugging him and running up to him like that. You've never done that to me." He tells me talking about Dre. I wipe my mouth off and immediately my lip starts burning. I know it's busted.

"Hes been gone for a whole year. I was just excited to see him."
"Thats besides the point. You've never done that for me." I could tell I really hurt him by my actions.
"I'm sorry. I didnt know it would hurt you that bad."
"Well it did."
"I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to."
"I'll show you just how sorry you're really gonna be when we get to your house." He pulls out of his parking spot and we drive to my house in silence.

When we pull up to my house my brother is putting my nephew in his car seat.
"Want me to take him since I'm here?" I ask my brother while walking up to the car. Trying to find a way to get out of getting my ass beat.
"If I wanted you to I would have asked you right?" He says with an attitude.
"You could have just said no." I say with an attitude back. I haven't done anything to him and I don't know why he has an attitude with me.
"I'll talk to you any way I fuckin want to." He says getting in my face and pushing me up against the car.
"Whats wrong with you?"
"You're what's wrong with me." he gets in his car and I walk in the house.

As soon as I get comfortably into the house Jason pushes me to the ground. He immediately starts kicking me, hitting me and punching me. My body keeps getting blows left and right. When he gets finish beating me he gets up and leaves. The beating doesn't last long at all. I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. I hear his car start up and drive off. I get up and go to the bathroom to look at myself. My jaw is starting to bruise and swell up. My lip is busted. My hair braids are everywhere. First I grab my hair tie and start putting my braids in a ponytail. I wince in pain as I start to move my arms above my head. Once I put my hair into a ponytail I run the water for a shower and walk to my room to get my night clothes.

I stand in the shower and let the warm water run down my body for about 5 minutes and cry as I think about what just happened between Jason and I. Once I'm all cried out I grab my wash rag and body wash and wash myself. After I get out the shower I go downstairs, get a bag of ice and go to my room to do my homework and ice my jaw.