These things bother me.
I just want them to go away,
But there's also a part of me
saying 'just let them be'.
It become stronger day by day.
And I don't know how to let it all out,
'Cause in every other person, I doubt,
That they would keep it as a secret
and to him they would not say.
When you approach me, I always act
like I don't like you.
But deep inside it's completely
opposite.
One day, you asked me 'Do you hate me?', then I said 'Yes, I do'.
I was a total bullshit.
Your friends told me that you became sad knowing that I hate you,
And with that, I got sad too.
I wanted to say sorry,
But I held myself back because I knew, that sadness would just be for temporary.
We distanced ourselves from each other.
You were absent for days.
They said you were on a vacation with your mother,
But when you came back, I knew something was wrong just by looking at your face.
Days passed, and you still did not show up.
For me it was a blessing
'Cause it could help me move on and cheer up.
Until one day, you told me you were leaving,
And I have let you leave without knowing my true feeling.
The end.
