Its Now or Never Right?

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by swiftieforlife23

by swiftieforlife23

Taylor's POV

As Ed and I continue to stand in the middle of my small room on my tour bus, my heart pounding along with my thoughts going everywhere inside my head. He is just standing there in front of me with this worried look on his face.

"Taylor what is wrong? You know you can tell me anything right?" He tells me as he slowly walks towards me and grabs my hand.

I look down at our intertwined hands and then back up at his face. I am able to see every single little freckle on his pale face.I can see the concern that clouds his bright eyes, he takes his other hand and places it on my cheek which forces me to look into his eyes. I then place my hand over his and take a deep, shaky breath. I guess it's now or never right?......

"Ed I......."

"Taylor your mom.....oh sorry." Caitlin says as Ed and I jump apart, the sensation of his hand in mine and his hand on my cheek still tingles through my body.

"Taylor your mom needs to talk to you." says Caitlin

"Ok tell her ill be right there." I say as she closes the door.

I look at Ed apologetically and grab his hand once again and say to him,

"I'll be right back I promise." I say as I release his hand slowly and walk toward the door.

"Ok." He whispers before he down on the couch

As I finally shut the door the worst feeling comes over me I feel it deep down in my stomach,the feeling that I know all too well, regret. The feeling that that moment was the only true moment to tell Ed the truth. What ever my mom has to talk to me about it better be important.

Gahhhh!!! So close yet so far lol sorry had to do it.

Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter an sorry it's a bit short I will most likely be updating again later today or tomorrow

Thanks again for reading you guys are awesome :)

-xoxo swiftyforlife23