Recap:
"Angel came and found Ravi hugged up on me." I began to feel bad all over again. My body shook with sadness. "Ravi ambushed me and forced himself on me, I didn't know he was going to kiss me Mandy, I swear I didn't. Angel hit Ravi and screamed at me to leave him alone. He thinks I cheated on him Mandy. I shouldn't have lettin' him get that close to me, it's all my fault, I just wanted closure." I sat in a near by booth as Mandy listened to me.
I kicked off my skates and closed my eyes. I tried to imagine that none of this was happening and it was all a sick dream. I finally found a guy that truly cared about me and my past ruined it. "It's gonna be okay, Blue, Angel just needs to calm down. He'll come to his senses tomorrow." She assured me but she didn't know him like I did, he had a bad temper.
"Lets just go home, you drive." I said giving her my keys. she nodded taking them from me as we left the rink.
Mandy decided to spend the night at my house with me. She said she didn't want to leave me alone like this even though I assured her I was fine. Yea, it hurt to find out your boyfriend would believe anything negative about you but you can't control what he thinks. When we got home we started watching movies, I was in the mood for food I just needed to be detracted by the hurt that played a huge role in my heart. I already missed him like crazy but I was not going to crawl and beg for him to forgive me for something that was not my fault. "When should Rah be home?" Mandy asked.
I shrugged my shoulders. "I don't know, probably late." I told her. "You can go change into some more comfortable clothes." I informed her. I was already changed into my pajamas but I didn't feel like wiping the makeup off my face or braiding my hair down so I put it in a bun on top of my head.
"Alright." She said getting up, she walked upstairs to my room to change into some of my clothes. Mandy was a bit smaller than I was but she didn't mind wearing my clothes. I flipped the channels and landed on lifetime Stalked By My Doctor a movie that just started began playing.
"Look what I found..." Amanda said walking downstairs with my black and blue pajamas. She was holding two large bottles of Ciroc, that she probably got from Rah cellar . "The night is still young." She sang, reminding me of a Nicki Minaj song. I looked over at the time and indeed it was only 6 p.m. I smiled at my best friend as I got up and grabbed a bottle from her.
Everyone knows I'm sloppy when drunk but I needed to forget, forget how Angel treated me, how he embarrassed me. "Fine." I said opening the top and taking a long gulp of the hard alcohol. Mandy connected her phone to my beats by Dre pill and started to play "The Night is still Young" my Nicki Minaj. The house filled with loud music and I could feel the base in my heart. I laughed at the irony.
We've probably been dancing and drinking for hours. Changing songs making snapchat videos and laughing at them. Amanda and I lunged ourselves on the couch tired as hell. "I thought he loved me." He said taking a deep breathe.
"You guys just met, Blue." Amanda said obviously more sober then I was. I sighed, rolling my eyes.
"I know but it's like when we first met I felt something, you know?" I asked not caring for her answer. "Like a spark like I knew we'd be together one way or another. He was a complete jackass but he kinda acted different towards me, protective kinda. I knew he liked me, I think, he was always around seducing me and-"
Knock Knock
"I should probably get it." Amanda said standing up, hitting me on the head as she walked by. I looked at the time, 10:00 it read. We had like a mini party right here in my own home and I didn't even realize how the time went by so fast. "Uh, Blue it's Angel." My heart stopped when she said he's name. I looked over my shoulder towards the door and true enough it was him. A mean mug on his face and his hands in his pocket.
Rage and alcohol took over my body as I lunged after him and began hitting him on his chest. "You fucking jerk! You left me standing there all by myself and didn't even let me tell you what happened! The truth!"
"I know." He said grabbing my fist to prevent me from punching him any further. "I saw your snaps on snapchat and got worried. I didn't want you going out like this." He said referring to the state of mind I was in, drunk. "You know your a light weight why the hell would you get yourself so intoxicated like this." He said getting angry with me. "I'm sorry for not letting you explain yourself. When I saw him kissing all up on you I acted on impulse. I just wanted break something, mainly the kids bones but I couldn't stay there."
"I understand but it wasn't like that. You know he's my ex and our break up, broke me down literally. I wanted closure so I could move on, with you. He forced himself on me, he kissed me and you walked in. That's all that happened I swear." I told him explaining everything that happened.
"Damn you got a nigga caring and shit." Angel said running his hands through his light brown curls. "God, Blue, he was all over you. Just couldn't think." He said walking closer to me wrapping his hands around my waist. At this time Mandy had already went back into the living room to give us our privacy. I couldn't look him in the eyes, I was still mad.
"Yea, whatever." I said acting as if I didn't care. I did, he knew that.
"Come on, don't be like that." He said tightening his grip, smiling down at me. I looked up at him and couldn't help but smile. Angel made me so happy, it was scary. "You know you accept my apology girl." He said kissing on my neck.
"Mhm." I said, still playing hard. He picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.
"Alright. Fine." He said walking upstairs. I started to panic.
"Angel! Ok! Ok! I accept. Put me down." I said getting ready to jump from his grip. Angel was unpredictable and I was scared of what he might do. "You heard me, Angel. Babe?!" I yelled. He walked into my room and placed me on the bed.
"Man," he sighed. "Really wanted to do things to you." He smirked.
"Yea, I bet." I laughed out of breath. "Like what?" I asked tempting him.
"You know what." He whispered sitting besides me. "But, ya girl downstairs."
"So." I closed my eyes allowing his hand on my thigh.
"I guess you better be quite then." He smirked as he began undressing me. It was night time,but the lights were on so he could see me, in all my nakedness. I was bare to him, exposed. I lay on the bed avoiding his eye contacts. It was cold, making my nipples hard.
He took off his shirt and laid lightly on me. Kissing my lips and running his tongue across my neck. "Oh." I moaned.
"Shh." He laughed. Kissing down my collar bone, biting at my nipples. I felt a pool of water circling my thighs. I began to squirm under him. His touch was soft but my body began to heat up because of him. He held my hands above my head as I squeezed my legs shut.
He stopped and my body began to form goosebumps. "I wanna stick my dick in you and destroy you, causing you to be in bed all week but I can't help treating you like a princess." He moaned in my air.
"My god!" I cried as he circled 'her' with his index finer rapidly. I came on his fingers, I could tell my release turned him on even more. Angel got up and plugged his phone to my beats speakers turning the music up all the way, Bryson was playing.
"Fuck being quiet." He said taking off his pants leaving him in his boxers. He's erecting poked through causing me to feel tingly all over again.
"Its your first time, don't get to excited. It'll hurt." I kept telling myself. My breathing kept speeding up, like it did last time I was close to having sex with Angel. It was exciting and scary.
"You ok, ma?" He asked walking near me. I nodded my, head smiling. He began kissing my neck as I stroked his long thick member. He would groan in my ear, gassing me up.
"Open the damn door!" I heard Rah's voice from the other side of the door.
"Shit." Angel cursed under his breath. The moment was ruined and I wanted to cry. I really liked Angel and I didn't want this moment end.
"Open the mutha-fucking door Angel!" Rah screamed again.
"Go away!" I yelled. Angel began putting on his shirt leaving his shirt off.
Angel swung the door open, but not enough for Rah to barge in. I hid my naked body under the covers. "What?!" Angel said becoming agitated.
"Who the fuck you thinking raising your voice at? This is my house, you up in all Blue's room, turning up the music like I'm dumb." Rah said raising his voice. "Nigga fuck outta here." He said trying to shove through the door but Angel wasn't having it.
"I respect that this is your house and I understand your protective of your little cousin. But, you can't talk to me like I'm your damn child and you not gonna bust in the door when my girl ain't fully dressed. You can wait, and we'll be downstairs in a minute." Angel said not backing down. I was surprised because when Angel and Rah were together Angel would act as if he was an obedient dog.
"Man, y'all got 2 minutes." Rah said as Angel shut the door.
"Wow." I said still covering myself.
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