Your POV
You sit on the couch and read the book, until Sebastian calls your name, stating the bathtub has filled. You gently put the book down and go to the bathroom upstairs. You get into the bathroom, and hear the door click behind you. You turn to the door to face Sebastian, who doesn't have much of an emotion on his face. He slickly moves your way and takes the top ribbon off your dress. You get chills down your spine as he moves to the corset. You close your eyes and get a blush on your face.
"S-Sebastian!"
You yell out of embarrassment.
"Yes?"
He says, working on removing the corset. You move away from him to the edge of the bathtub, you slip on a puddle of water and fall into the bathtub. You shudder as the dress soaks up the water. You try to move in the heavy dress. Sebastian just stares. You look down at your dress as you blush, you manage to shuffle the heavy wet dress into a position you can sit upright in. You close your eyes and feel the heat move to your cheeks.
"I...I-I'm a lady!"
You say, griping your hands into fists.
"Mm, that you are. It appears I went into butler mode out of instinct. My apologies."
He gets on one knee and bows. You feel the blush stay on your cheeks.
"Um....uh...erm..."
You continue stuttering, as he takes your hand and without a even a sweat and lifts your body, along with your 30-pound dress out of the tub.
"I'll get you Mey-rin."
"A-a-alr-right.."
You manage to stutter out. As soon as he closes the door you look at yourself in the mirror.
He might be lying...how could someone just go into 'butler-mode' without even knowing? I never thought he was like this..
You think as you stare at the wet dress bottom. Mey-rin knocks at the door.
"I'll be takin' care of you yes I will!"
You smile a confused smile as she sets a towel on top of another towel.
"Oh...who got you this?"
If I tell her the truth, that Sebastian was up here...in 'butler-mode' trying to undress me..what would she say? Would she call a scandal on us? No....
"M..."
You shyly say.
"Yes?"
She says as she turns to you.
"I...mm, never mind.."
You get out, leaving her with a confused face.
"What's the matter? You can tell me yes you can!"
She says to you with a smile. You just shake your head and let her strip your corset off.
"Most of the laces on this were already undone...that's quite strange yes it is.."
You get a blush and push your lips together.
"T-that...is...s-s-strange..."
You manage to say under your breath. She gets it off and bathes you.
After your bath. You come out of the bathroom wearing a towel to your room. Mey-rin is holding on to your head, to hold your h/l h/c locks in place. You get to your room, thank Mey-rin, and close the door. You take the towels off and move to a mirror. You look at your figure.
Have I always looked like this?
You think as you turn to the side and gaze at your waist.
Why do I care about how I look? I never did before...
You take a small mirror out of a drawer and look at your eyes. They flash back at you in lovely shades of red. You sigh and speed-dress. You step out of your room, wearing a nightgown Sebastian had gotten you. You thank Sebastian in your mind and head down the stairs.
"Lady y/n, shouldn't you get to bed?"
You look over at Ciel, he's decked in sleepwear and a plush-looking robe. You go over to where he is sitting and fake a sigh.
"Can't sleep."
You lie to Ciel with a bored expression.
"You look like you are cold."
"Of course I am.."
You say, as you remember touching Sebastian's cold face.
I'm still not used to the idea of being a demon..
Ciel stares at you, then shakes his head. He goes back to reading his book. Sebastian comes into the dining hall and places a glass of milk in front of Ciel. Ciel takes one hand to the glass, and sips the milk.
He shoos off Sebastian, as you hop down from the chair. You move swiftly. using a bit of your newly-found powers to move faster. You crsh into Sebastian's back as he stops walking.
"Yes?"
He asks as you rub your forehead.
"I just wanted to talk."
"I'm afraid I'm quite busy, it'll have to wait till another time. I'm sorry."
He says as he places his hand on your cheek and kisses your forehead. You blush a little and nod. You watch as Sebastian goes off into the hall, and turns a corner to vanish from your sight. You sigh a little and go back to the dining hall where Ciel is. You shuffle your feet against the floor as you walk in circles, waiting for Sebastian to be done with his chores.
What is he doing anyways?
You think to yourself, as you stop shuffling and start wondering.
Sebastian's POV
I take the papers from the young master's room and start moving down the stairs. I get to the bottom, to find Mey-rin glaring at me. I look at her to get her to say something, and she just shakes her head.
"You ought to be ashamed of yourself, yes you should."
She purses her lips into a disapproving frown.
She's talking about y/n isn't she? How did she even find out? I already apologized. And it's not like I was planning to do that. I've just never had a woman stay here at the manor, without a butler or maid along with them before. I just absentmindedly took on that role for her. I should be ashamed of myself..
I look at Mey-rin with an honest gaze. She just turns away and moves the dress she's carrying up to her elbows. I stay there with a small frown on my lips.
What would happen if I were to do something like this again?....
I think, as I question my actions.
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RomanceMy fanfiction from two years ago, back when I couldn't write very well. Original description: "You whimper a little as Sebastian grabs your waist, pulling you towards him. You mumble, "Sebastian..." "I've accustomed to you." He pulls you into a ti...