Raindrops / joshler

T E N

Tyler's Pov
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/Sorta smut warning/

"I want you to come over my house, I want to show you something."

He nodded and we changed directions.
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We went upstairs to my room and he sat on my bed while I searched for my stacks. I opened my closet and reached on the top shelf. I laid out 4 notebooks on the bed.

Josh began flipping and reading.

"Tyler, these are very depressing. Is this what you are going through?"

I didn't want to say yes. Depression is such an awful word. I didn't want to admit i was.
I guess I didn't talk for awhile because he knew.

"Tyler, I love you."

I handed him my blue notebook.

"Read the last page."

"It's a love poem. Tyler."

I blushed.

"Tyler, this is so cute. These are girl pronouns. Are you cheating on me?"

"I thought you would never find out."

"Oh yeah. Does she make you breakfast?"

"Yes. She makes the best muffins ever."

We both laughed and Josh gave me a kiss on my forehead.

"Tyler, you know that I will forever love you."

He set the notebooks on the floor and crisscrossed his legs. I rubbed his forearm.

"Josh, don't worry about me."

"I have to. You're my babyboy."

"Stop it dogbreath."

"Babyboy."

"Shhhh."

He pushed his lips into mine while I wasn't looking. I pulled in closer and my legs wrapped around his waist. I put my hands around his neck and he made his way down from my lips to my neck.

"Josh."

"Do you want me to stop?"

"No, I just feel very nice."

He smiled and ran his fingers through my thick hair.

"Tyler Joseph, I love it when you blush."

"I've never done something like this before."

"You'll be alright."

His fingers outlined my jaw and he grabbed my face, pressuring my lips into his. I twirled my finger at the edge of his shirt, asking permission to take it off.

"Go ahead babyboy."

I smiled and tugged the shirt off Josh. He took mine off and admired my skin. Dragging his finger across my chest down to the button of my black skinny jeans. He undid the button and pulled my pants from my waist, off.

He grinned, and so did I.

I did the same to him, so that we were both in boxers. I raised my hands to his collar bones.

For a while we just relaxed in each others arms. I yanked on his boxers, asking for him to take them off.

"Josh, you want to do this?"

"Of course. We can stop here if you want."

"No. I will take them off."

I slowly removed my boxers. He watched every move of mine. I realized he eventually had to see my scars.

"Oh, Tyler. I never knew you've gone through such things."

"It's alright Josh."

"I don't want you to do this to yourself again."

I began to feel my eyes, fill with water. I watched him rub my thighs. He looked up at me.

"Tyler, I will save today for later."

"Did I ruin today?"

"No babyboy."

I started to put on my clothes. "I want to take you to party."

"A party?"

"What?"

"I've never been to a party."

"Maybe a going away party."

"But I don't want to go away."

"Put on something that isn't a green day shirt."

"Alright, i'll go home. "

"Pick you up at 8?"

"Okie dookie."

He kissed his forehead and whispered 'babyboy see you at 8'.

Goddamn, he got me.

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Hey kids! I can't write smut, so I didn't go further lol.
I also reached 100 reads, which is quite nice.