Typical Blogger//Joe Sugg

Chapter 9

Joe released me from hug and invited me inside. Caspar was sitting on the sofa with his laptop on his lap until he saw me. He jumped up off of the sofa and came over to where I was standing.

"Hi Caspar"
"Hi Olivia"
We greeted eachother
"Okay enough of beating around the bush how was your date I mean Joe didn't come home last night and when he did come home this morning he wouldn't tell me anything"

"CASPAR"
Joe said hitting Caspar on his arm.
"It's fine Joe it was great"
I said replying to Caspar
"So what did you do"
Caspar asked
"And that my friend is none of your business"
"Oh come on tell me"
I shook my head turning to face Joe.

"So what are we doing today"
Caspar asked Joe. Joe explained the plan to Caspar and we walked over to where the sofas were and sat down. Joe grabbed his laptop from the table and said he was going to edit a video.
"Do you wanna play a game of Fifa"
Caspar asked
"Sure"
He turned on the tv and passes me a controller.
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"You beat me"
"Yeah, I'm sorry"
"A girl beat me"
"Hey that's offensive"
Joe took off his headphones and joined in on our conversation.
"So who won"
"Me"
I said proudly whilst Joe started laughing.
"Why are you laughing"
"Caspar got beat by a girl"
Caspar now looked genuinely upset
"Caspar don't worry I don't know why he is laughing I mean I beat him in a game of FIFA the other day"
"Liv you were not meant to say anything"
"But you were teasing Caspar"
"Yeah but"
"No buts"
"Thanks Olivia"
"No problem Caspar"
"But anyway how are you so good"
"Back at home I was friends with boys more than girls so you learn a lot being friends with boys"
"Okay then wanna rematch"
"Actually Caspar I need to catch up with work okay"
"No problem"
He threw the controller to Joe as he started a new game.

I grabbed my computer and logged in before opening up my emails to see that my boss had sent me some pictures for me to edit. I clicked on the first link and the picture was a couple. It had obviously been at a photoshoot as it was a plain white background. The couple looked so happy and carefree. My past relationships was never liked this one they were all one sided and would end up with me being heartbroken once again as I found him in bed with other girls where as this one looked like they loved each other and that he would rather die than live without her.

In the picture he is standing behind her with his arms wrapped around her waist. She's looking up at him with pure love and adoration whilst the man is staring back at her. I would love for someone to love me the way I am, I wouldn't have to change for him and I wouldn't always have to look my best. He would care for me and look at me like I'm the only girl in the world and that he couldn't live without me but instead I end up with boys that make me change for them and where I would always have to wear makeup when I'm around them, they look at me like I'm a piece of dirt on the floor and tell me I don't deserve them and there right I'm ugly and fat and don't deserve anyone.

"Liv, Liv are you ok"

Joe said moving closer towards me. I quickly slammed shut my laptop and realised my eyes were beginning to water and that Joe and Caspar had finished their game.

"Yeah I'm fine, umm where is your bathroom"

"Just go down the stairs and it is on the right"

"Thanks"

I placed my computer on the side and walked down the stairs. I walked into the room on the right like Joe said and was happy to say it was the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I wasn't pretty like other girls, I wasn't pretty at all so why would Joe go on a date with me. I watched myself in the mirror as tears dripped down my face, why did I have to get myself so worked up over a stupid picture. Thats my problem I'm an over thinker , I think about things way to much. I wiped the tears away and splashed my face with some cold water before drying my face with a towel that was hanging up.