blinded {Urban}

chapter 2 introduction

Michael

I'm happy to be out of prison. Ive been gone for to long and in all honesty I'm worried about Jesse..   The reason I hustled was to make sure my family didnt Want for nothing and so we didn't live 'poor' and best and believe we didn't when I was out. She told me to dropped the fast life but im young and only want the paper and the hoes occasionally.

I'm on my way to this bullshit ass School. Part of my probation is to attend School and to graduate. I was goin before I had got locked up so I ain't. really tripping . Don't get me wrong... Yeahh I slang but I ain't no dumbass i needed to be smart for my hustle book and street smart. my money always gotta add up and fucking with crack  heads they'll bring you pennies and shit and if that's all they have shit I'll take it..

Before I go to School Ima hook up with my old provider/best friends father to see when he can get me back out cause truthfully a niggah real anxious and shit I been gone a whole year. Either way I still have my ride or die niggahs who at School but they in they senior year and I got locked up in my junior so Ima have to attend in my junior year.. A niggah ain't Trippin doee cuz I know all my teachers and I'm, only  19 years old Finna 20.

too damn old to be in school if you ask me let's be real I'm a grown ass man.. I started school real late and me getting locked up only postponed my graduation date like what the fuck happened?  Having a niggah feeling dumb and shit knowing I ain't....

Meeting up with Jaiden is something I look forward to. Only because he took care of my family why I was locked up and he kept money on my books and calling card.  i believe it had more to do with my influence on his daughter but still a niggah felt special yunno? I didn't ask for him to do it but he said since I was dealing his rocks he got me plus I mean alot to his daughter.

Pulling up to his crib makes me wonder will I ever make it in the game like him. He has a daughter that he take care of and lemme tell yah she bad! Lil mama got it all from the face to the legs. I'm not the type to speak on it unless I really want it. She's a relationship type of girl and I love ha to death honestly but  I ain't  lookn fah love right now. She also my best friend i trust ha before any other bitch on this earth and dats the truth. I'll stick to the hoes I Fuck with Cause I know I ain't know dedicated niggah. So I let em know before they hop up on me "bitch we just fuckin!! ."

Getting out my escalade made me feel good cause I bought it my damn self with money I made. Walking up to his front door I knocked a couple times before he came to the door. 

"Michael nice seeing you son" he spoke dapping me up. 

"wassuh boss mane you know how this shit be its crazy they have a monitor on me for six months... They treating me like a criminal" I spoke in disbelief..  

"no son they treating you like a black kid, they know you fucked up but what they don't know is you actually have a brain. They expecting you to Fuck up again  so they could throw you behind bars for a couple years" he spoke in all seriousness. he been on these streets way longer then me so

"Man how else I'm suppose to make this paper cause it show ain't making itself a niggah aint mentally prepare for this shit the struggle is real now a days and I refuse to have my moms get a job yo." I said meaning every word.

"I feel you young blood but you need to be heading to School come talk to after so we can find you a position out of the streets for a while." 

"iight boss.. Squad out.." 

I said leaving out the door.

When I made it to School I went to the office to get my schedule. It was still earlier I headed to homeroom to pass time and pull some hoes. Walking up in the class it was loud as hell like damn these female ain't got no type of class. I seen this I female I use to Fuck with named Janisha before I got lock up I swear she eyeing a niggah down! She ain't all that cute but she thick then a bitch plus she can lay it down for a niggah. I den had better but she was one of main bitches.

"OH MY GOD MICHAEL BABYY I MISSED YOU!!!" Janisha shouted. 

I was standing there thinking tf? I yo damn man. 

"wassuh ma" I responded instead of embarrassing her in front of all these people.

"bitch please you was just Finna fight a female over a another niggah you dirty as hell talk about unfaithful pussy." 

I knew that voice miles away. My baby girl Jesse. 

I walked over to her and sat down next to her.

"baby I missed you". I told her quietly.  

"yo ratchet ass wouldn't let me come see you!" She yelled back. 

"I'm sorry but I didn't want you to see me looking all rough and behind glass I like the face to face skin to skin type of convos for us much better" I explained carefully. 

"I missed you too.." she said hugging me.

"thats better" I said  

"can we hang out after school?" She asked with puppy eyes... 

DAMNNN!!...

"I'm busy today yo..." I said apologetically.

" Really?!.. I bet it's with one of yo hoess!!." She yelled all Jealous and shit.

"actually it's with yo father"I said nonachantly

"No.. Michael don't start back hustling! Please don't! That's why you in the predicament you're in now!!" She yelled at mee..

"damn Lil mama I'm jus talking to him nothing more or less" I replied while surrendering.

"well.. I know my daddy.. It ain't 'just talking' with him" she replied back

"Whatever I decide to do just now I'm not leaving you my moms or brother... You one of the 3 most important people in my life.."I said cooly.

"ok you better mean it."

"I do Lil mama" I replied smileyy.

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Michael

as they day went on everything was all good. Jesse caught me up on everything that happen while I was absent for the year.

It was now lunch time and I walking with my niggahs Lincoln and Brandon. These the niggahs I grew up with we from the same side of the tracks. they on there own hustle I believe Brandon the one that will make it from out the hood. Lil niggah smart than a bitch. He got it all going.. He cold in basketball right along with me not to brag but I'm better. I look after him like he my Lil bro I do anything for him to make it cause it's what I expect..

Lincoln that niggah something else.. He Fucks any thing walking. But that's my brother I look out for him so he want hit the nasty female. Knowing him he like to run through the freshmen first before any other grade level.. Those my mane niggahs i dnt fuck no other square niggahs keep my circle small.........