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Chapter 5

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"I think I should go home again." Troye had just been hanging out on Connor's couch when he suddenly announced this to his best friend. He wasn't really sure if he wanted to go back to his apartment, but he didn't want to impose on Connor so there wasn't any other opportunity. He would managed. It had worked to past two weeks, at least kind of, so it would work again now, right?

Connor was quite surprised by Troye suddenly wanting to go back home again. It had seemed to him as if Troye would never want to go back there again, when he asked him to stay at his place the previous night. And now he said he wanted back, that just didn't seem right. He turned to the young Australian to ask him if he was sure about that, and quickly realized, that he didn't even have to ask that question. Troye didn't seem happy with going back home at all. But then again Troye didn't seem very happy at all lately. Still he didn't want him to be alone. "You really don't have to Troye. You can stay as long as you want you know that right, I like having you here. I missed you a lot lately." he tried to convince his friend. But to no avail. Troye had already decided he wanted to go back, so he would. "I missed you too Con, but I still have to go home. I have to function on my own you know."

That didn't seem like a good idea to Connor. He hadn't even said that he wanted to go back. Just that he had to, Troye clearly didn't seem happy with his decision. But still, Connor couldn't force him to stay. He could just try to reason with him, maybe he'd listen. "Well yeah at some point. You shouldn't rush it though, if you're not ready to go back there yet its fine." he tried, but still Troye was set on going home.

"No I want to really, but it would be great if you could help me decorate the apartment a little bit. It's really bare right now, and you have such a great style, with your help it could really look like a home, you know." So keeping Troye from going home really wasn't an option anymore, well he would surely help him decorate the apartment. Connor hadn't seen much of it when he picked Troye up, but from what he had seen, it seemed pretty bare, like no one even lived there, which was probably true, since Troye had moved in with Tyler pretty much the second he came to America. Connor had never known, why he had even gotten the apartment, but never mind, it was good that he had it now. And Connor would help him make it absolutely stunning.

"If you really wanna go home then do it. And of course I'll help you, I'd love to actually." as soon as Connor had said that Troye was already getting up from the couch and on his way to gather his stuff.

"Wow Troye, why such a hurry? Do we have to leave right now?" Connor was truly shocked by his friends haste to leave. "I want to go to some shops to find decorations for my room. If we don't leave soon, the shops will be closed and I don't want to sleep in an empty apartment so come on. We've been lying on the couch or in your bed all day anyways. We need to get up and do something." Troye's enthusiasm came as a surprise to Connor. It was a good sign though, maybe he was actually getting happier.

An hour later the two boys were standing in Troyes apartment, looking at what they needed and making a list of the stuff they wanted to buy, which was had already gotten alarmingly long by that time. Good thing Troye wasn't short on money at the moment. But the thing was Troye kept adding stuff to the list, basically changing his whole apartment.

"I think I should get rid of the furniture as well, it just doesn't feel right. I don't really like it anymore." Troye suddenly burst out. He needed to change all of it. Everything just reminded him of the time he decided to come to America. The time when him and Tyler were beginning to get close, all the excitement and the fuzzy feeling in his stomach. All that came back to him when he looked at the stuff in this flat.