Meliah's Pov
"I'm sorry about what happened in there,She's normally not like that but she was wrong"Joyce said,I wiped my face
"I really thought she was gonna like me and I don't know what I did to her "She rubbed my back
"She's very overprotective of Chris every since the Rihanna situation happened,She's just gonna have to get use to you,She's always been like that towards all the girls that Chris brought around us which is why he don't let them meet her"
"I mean I expect that but bringing up my mom was truly disrespectful,I respect anyone who respects me but once you bring up my mother who she knew nothing about I had to walk away before I said something I would regret"I said
"Meliah trust me I understand,I wouldn't have been upset if you did say what you wanted to say,You had every right to"She hugged me one more time
"Come on,Let's go back in"I stood up and we went back in,I sat back down in my seat,
"Are you Ok baby"Chris said rubbing my leg looking at me
"Yea,I'm fine"I glanced over at his sister and she had a look like she didn't care
"Can you at least tell us about your life since everyone is being sensitive all of a sudden"She asked
"I was born in Detroit and raised by my mom and I was an only child,My dad left when I was 6 and we moved to L.A with family.When I was 13 my mom started her own designing business and she later passed it to me before she died 2 years ago,She was murdered by 2 guys who broke in her house and stabbed her to death trying to rob her"It got quiet and everyone looked at me me sadly
"I was engaged to someone who I wasn't fully in love with and who I later found out was sleeping with my best friend throughout our entire engagement and I found out a month before me and Chris started dating but I've known way Chris before that"She looked guilty
"Is that better for you now,Now that you know about my life,does it feel good to know what happened to my mother and that I'm not perfect,I never even told Chris what happened because it kills me to even think about it,I really hope you're fine with me dating him now"I rolled my eyes and pushed my plate away going upstairs
I sat on the bed and took a deep breath trying not to cry.Just thinking about my mom and how much I missed her was killing me.
I hated that when she came up in a conversation that I just lose it.
Everyday I think about the last call I got from her telling me that some guys kept riding past her house and I just brushed her off and said she was being paranoid.If only I had took her serious she would be alive right now.
Chris came in about 20 minutes later.
"I'm sorry about that,She always doing that Shit and it was my fault because I told my mom to bring her"I shrugged
"It's fine,Ummm I'm gonna go home for a while"He smacked his lips
"Why,Don't tell me because of what she said"
"It's not,I have a presentation in 2 days and I really have hell of Shit to do,my mind isn't its best right now"
"Why you ain't tell me before"He asked
"I forgot,Tiffany just called and reminded me"I lied,He stared at me
"How,Your phone is downstairs on the charger and you haven't been on it since my family came"I looked down
He sat next to me
"Baby I know this Shit is all of a sudden but what we have going on is nobody's fucking business,You don't have to lie to me,If you need some time to yourself just tell me"I nodded
"How about you leave tomorrow then,I have something for you tonight"He said standing up and holding my hand,I smiled
"Like what"He kissed my lips
"Just wait,Now come say bye to my momma and them"I sighed before getting up
After saying bye to all of them except his sister he took me downstairs to his studio.I sat in the chair and he sat next to me
"Why you bring me down here"I asked looking around
"I wrote something for you"He said,I smiled
"No way,Seriously"I asked
"Yea"He pressed a few buttons and the song begun to play.
As it played he sung with the song as we listened.I loved it and all but it was a sex song and I really dont want Chris to think that's what our relationship is.
When it went off he smiled and stared at me me.
"So do you like it,It's called Right Now and I wrote it last night,Well I was gonna let you listen to it but we was kind of busy"He said chuckling after
"Yea I love it"I walked over and sat on his lap pecking his lips,He looked at me and frowned
"Then why you looking like that"I shrugged
"Nah,Tell me"
"Well is that all you think of me?"I asked
"What"
"Sex,I mean we have a good relationship and all but it's mostly based off of sex"I said
"Mel it's not,I let you meet my family and my friends,That's not enough for you?"He asked
"No because you probably did that to all the other unimportant girls,We never go out in public like we always at your house,You never invite me to none of your friends events or anything"He sighed
"Because us being out in public is gonna start a lot of Shit I know you not ready for,I'm not ready to go through that Shit again"
"So you're Ok with the world thinking you're still single or with Karrueche"He looked away
"Look I don't care what people think I just don't want to put you in the mix of this love triangle bullshit"
"Wym love triangle,Are you still seeing her?"I asked,He kept quiet and sighed,I nodded and got off his lap
"Well maybe that's who you should be with then"I walked out the studio and went to pack my things quickly,he soon followed me
"Mel it's not like that,I want to be with you but I feel like me and Kae have some unfinished business and that's not something you get over overnight,no I'm not fucking her but she's around as a friend,just a fucking friend "He said as I packed ,I turned and looked at him
"So it's a chance that you might pick her over me?" I say
"We been together for 6 years and I don't wanna just act like we never happened ,especially after what we been through,yes we broke up but if she told me she wanted to be with me rn idk what my response would be,I really don't even know if I could say no"I shook my head
"You already chose your answer"I said bluntly
"I'm just being honest,you asked a question and I answered it honestly ,Meliah I promise I'm not trying to hurt you,I just want what we have to be based on honesty"He said looking right at me
"Then why tf didn't you tell me this before,I wouldn't have let the Shit go this far,I left a fucked up situation just to be in another one,This is exactly what I told you I didn't want"I yelled and pushed him
"It's not like that just let me-"I shook my head and grabbed my bags going down the stairs,I grabbed my phone and left out the door,Chris was behind me but I slammed it shut and got in my car.
I pulled off and made it 2 blocks away from his house until I stopped at a stop sign and I just broke down in tears.
I cant believe I was falling for someone who felt like I was just a space filler in their life,Why did I even put my all my trust in this shit I felt the outcome was gonna be fucked up..........
YOU ARE READING
Sex Love(Chris Brown Love Story)
RandomMeliah was happly engaged to the man she thought she was in love with until she met Chris,It started off as a one night mistake but ended up being a connection neither of them expected,.......
