Weston's girl (book 2 of Jacob's neighbor)

13 depressed

Sam POV

Mario soon found out about me cutting and hasn't left my side since. He has been spending nights to make sure I don't wake up in the night and try to do something, but honestly I'm feeling a lot less depressed lately. Mario has been helping me a lot since the accident.

"Good morning silly goose." Mario said with a hug.
"Luigi give me 10 more minutes."
"I already did."
"Fine."
I rubbed my eyes to see Mario looking like he has been up for hours. I grabbed my glasses and put them on.
"What time is it?" I asked
"10:45"
"UGH" I said hiding my face in his arm.
"How about all of us do something today?"
"Sure why not." I said sarcastically
"Stop being a Debby downer and be productive today."
"Ok only because you are my best friend."
"Awe, now go take a shower you smell like shrek and I'll wait for you downstairs and we can go out to eat anywhere your choice on me."
"Yay!"
I got it the cold shower and sat down just so the water could hit me. I looked at my scars and cried.
"I'm sorry Jacob. I love you and miss you. Honestly if you had come back I would have left Weston for you." I said in a lowered voice

I got out of the shower 30 min later.

Wow I didn't realize how dirty I was. I haven't taken a shower since before the wake. I put on a shirt that was over sized. It was Jacob's. It was his favorite lounge shirt. He wore it enough that I would remember it but every so often that no one would notice it was his. Except his fans probably.
They didn't take the bad news well. Some even killed themselves. His po box was closed yesterday and given to someone else who wanted it. Also Jacob kept a secret journal his whole life only I knew about and in it states that all of his money would be turned over to anti-teen bullying and suicide foundation. I gotta say that was a lot of money.
I finished getting ready and went downtown meet Mario.
"Ready?" He asked
"Ready as I'll ever be."I said with a sigh and holding my head down.
"Perk up" he said holding my chin with his thumb and index finger and lifting it up high. "And you gotta keep you head up." He sang with a small smile.
He drove me to this French corner cafe down town. It was small and cute. I've never been to it before. Everything was white and for all the small details were colored in a Tiffany blue. We sat out side at a smaller table with a big white umbrella through the center of it.
Of course I got a chocolate crescent with fruit and a watermelon soda. Then Mario got waffles with grapes and a coke.
Then we had to hear this...
"OMG ITS MARIOOOO!!!!"
We both turned around to see two girls about 13 or 14 run across the street to where we were sitting. He stood up and gave them hugs took pictures then heard the dumbest question on the planet.
"Are you guys dating now?"
We looked at each other and both said "NOOO"
"We are only best friends." Mario added
If they were fans you'd think they'd know that.
"Where's Weston?" One of them questioned me
"I don't know. Prob with Blake, Jonas or Hunter right now."
"And Jacob." The other one said exited.
I felt my stomach drop.