No Regrets? None.

CHAPTER 5

"ι don'т care wнaт тнey ѕay

ι'м ιn love wιтн yoυ

тнey тry тo pυll мe away

вυт тнey don'т ĸnow тнe тrυтн

мy нearт'ѕ crιppled вy тнe veιn

тнaт ι ĸeep on cloѕιng

yoυ cυт мe open"

Rita's POV

I sent Jason out at 3:04 it's 6:00 -.-

I picked up my phone and called him

Phone convo:

Jason- hello?

Me- where are you?

Jason- I'm searching for yo food,but I got everything else you wanted

Me- you couldn't find any Swedish shrimp? Gah just come back

Jason- alright

End of convo.

I really wanted some Rakor ._.

(Rakor is Swedish for shrimp.Remember Rita and Ria are Brazillian)

I got up and walked to my mirror,I didn't see me anymore...I see a pregnant girl who's hearts been broken once too many.

I stared at myself in the mirror.

I never thought I'd be a mother

I know what you're thinking,I was drinking at the party though just last night...well no I got soda for me and alcohol for Honey.

I'm only 3 weeks and didn't wanna tell Jason but I guess that flew out the window with everything else

I heard the front door open and close

"Babe?" Jason called out

"I'm upstairs." I said sitting down

I looked over to the door and saw him standing in the doorway

"I'm still really sorry" he said

"Actions speak louder than words"

"Im trying,I gotta head out to the trap" he said

I just nodded

Thugs don't love. He broke my heart by being in bed with my sister and there's no fixing a broken heart so damaged.

"I'll be back,the stuff you wanted is downstairs" he said then left.

Why am I not acting sad or angry? Well ever since I was kid I learned to bottle up my feelings...

I sighed laying back

I called Honey

"Hello?" She said

"Yo Honey"

"What's up?"

"A lot"

"Alright I just got from the clinic with Mecca so ill be there in 5" she said already knowing something what up.

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