"ι don'т care wнaт тнey ѕay
ι'м ιn love wιтн yoυ
тнey тry тo pυll мe away
вυт тнey don'т ĸnow тнe тrυтн
мy нearт'ѕ crιppled вy тнe veιn
тнaт ι ĸeep on cloѕιng
yoυ cυт мe open"
Rita's POV
I sent Jason out at 3:04 it's 6:00 -.-
I picked up my phone and called him
Phone convo:
Jason- hello?
Me- where are you?
Jason- I'm searching for yo food,but I got everything else you wanted
Me- you couldn't find any Swedish shrimp? Gah just come back
Jason- alright
End of convo.
I really wanted some Rakor ._.
(Rakor is Swedish for shrimp.Remember Rita and Ria are Brazillian)
I got up and walked to my mirror,I didn't see me anymore...I see a pregnant girl who's hearts been broken once too many.
I stared at myself in the mirror.
I never thought I'd be a mother
I know what you're thinking,I was drinking at the party though just last night...well no I got soda for me and alcohol for Honey.
I'm only 3 weeks and didn't wanna tell Jason but I guess that flew out the window with everything else
I heard the front door open and close
"Babe?" Jason called out
"I'm upstairs." I said sitting down
I looked over to the door and saw him standing in the doorway
"I'm still really sorry" he said
"Actions speak louder than words"
"Im trying,I gotta head out to the trap" he said
I just nodded
Thugs don't love. He broke my heart by being in bed with my sister and there's no fixing a broken heart so damaged.
"I'll be back,the stuff you wanted is downstairs" he said then left.
Why am I not acting sad or angry? Well ever since I was kid I learned to bottle up my feelings...
I sighed laying back
I called Honey
"Hello?" She said
"Yo Honey"
"What's up?"
"A lot"
"Alright I just got from the clinic with Mecca so ill be there in 5" she said already knowing something what up.
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I heard banging on the door
"RITAAAAAAAA!"
Who the fuck is at my door screaming my name and banging on my door like they don lost they goddamn mind!
I got up and walked downstairs "who the hell is it?!" I yelled
"Honnnnneeeeeeey" she said
This bitch must be crazy
I opened the door "why the hell you banging on the door and shouting my name like you cra-" she cut me off by pushing pass me and rushing into the bathroom and closing the door
"Well damn" I said closing and locking the door and walking back to my room.
I sat down and honey came in
"My bad I had to pee" she said sitting down
I shook my head
"We'll what happened?"she said
"Rias been sleeping with Jason aka my boyfriend" I said thinking of this morning
"Damn that's fucked up,how'd you find out?" She said
I explained everything
"Wow that's some shit."
I nodded
I heard snores and saw Honey knocked out taking up the bed
"Bitch you better scotch the fuck over!" I said pushing her over
"Shhh" she said turning over
"Not today hoe" I said pushing her off the bed and laying down
"Oomf"I heard her say before I passed out
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BEEP BEEP BEEP BE-!
I heard my alarm clock then it stopped and I heard a crash
"Stupid ass alarm" I heard honey say
I groaned and turned over sitting up
"Bitch did you just throw my alarm clock on the floor?" I said looking at my now broken alarm clock
"Yea...it was beeping for 20 minutes straight" she said picking up the pieces and throwing them away
"You're reason I have to buy a new alarm clock every other week" I said shaking my head,getting up and grabbing some clothes then heading into the bathroom.
Honey's POV
When Rita went to shower or whatever my phone rang
"Hello?"
"Hoe you have to work tonight and you didn't come in last night "
"Don't call me a hoe! But alright I'll be there at 7 I guess and I had family issues to fix"
"Mhm don't be late,You know White DONT like when his strippers are late"
"Yea yea yea whatever Lamia"
"That's Diamond to you. See you later" with that she hung up.
Lamia aka Diamond is a stripper that works with me at Club freeze owned by the nasty but cute White.
I checked my messages and saw I had three, 1 from Dre,Mec and a unknown number
Dre: Can you watch Lala today @ 3?
Me: sure but I gotta work @ 7
Dre: why do you even work @ that club? It's no good
Me: I need the money so hush up. Bring Dre to Rita's house cause that's where I'm at.
Dre: mhm aight
Next message
Mecca: you aight
Me: yea...why wouldn't I be ??
Mecca: no reason.
Last message
Unknown: Melonie I know we've never met in person but I would love if we could meet while I'm in town.
Meet me today @ Ruby's ice cream on 2nd & 3rd @ 3:30 ?
Me: uh who is this?
Unknown: it's Brandon
Brandon...Brandon.....he's my brother but we've never bother to keep in touch
Me: oh okay...how bout 4 ?
Unknown: that's cool
End of messages.
Damn,so I gotta watch Lala,meet my brother then work ._.
I checked the time and it was 1:15
I guess that gives me some time to sleep
"MELONIEEE JONES!" Rita screamed
"WHAT?!"
"I've been calling yo name for the pass 10 minutes"
"My bad and don't call me Melonie!" I said noticing she dressed in a green shirt,pants and some green vans
"Why you staring?" She said
"Oh nothing,where you going?"
"I think I want a new job so I might as well go hunting for one"
"Oh...well you know you could work at that ice cream shop Ruby's Ice cream?" I said remembering that Ruby has been a mother to me and I haven't heard from her in a while but she always loves hiring people she thinks are good for the job.
"Really? How has she been?"
"I don't know. I think ill go see her later today before I go to work. Plus I gotta watch Lala for Dre at three so I guess I'll get her some ice cream" I said getting up
"I've missed Lala that little girl even when she only be two acting eight" Rita said laughing
"Yea you tryna come with?"
"Yea I guess I'll go"
"Alright and I gotta meet my 'brother' there"
"What's his name? Brandon? Braydon?"
"Brandon. But anyway ima got back to sleep" I said
"We'll you better go in the guest room"
I just nodded and walked out and into to the guest room down the hall and jumped on the bed,laying down.
The last time I heard before I fell asleep was a laugh...
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Honey- tf? A laugh?
Rita- what's gon happen to me?
Jason- don't take out my baby
Me- shut up. Just wait and see
Trent- *grabs popcorn* I can tell some shit is about to go down
Dre- hell yea
Jaliyah- that bitch better watch out
Rita- who the fuck you talking to?
Jaliyah- you hoe!
Rita- you just mad noone wants yo ass!
Me- TIL NEXT TIME ON 'Thug Loving'
Honey- did this bitch try and cut us off like we a tv show?!
Me- bye!
