Is It Worth It?

The Lunch Announcment

JOHNNIES POV

I didnt want to get up this morning... i dont want to deal with people right now. I ended up rolling out of bed and falling onto my newly cleaned carpet. I got up and walked into the bathroom. Im so fat. I take my boxers off and step carefully into the shower. The water hits my pale skin repeatedly as it warms up. I grab the Axe shampoo, pour a small amount in the palm of my hand and work it into my shaggy black hair. I rinse it out slowly as im rinsing my body. I decide to wear my black skinny jeans, with a Pierce the Viel shirt and my grey converse. On the way down the stairs, I grab my bag and head towards the door. I decide to walk to school because its not that far away. When I get there, I go straight to Alex and Bryan. We talk for a few minutes and then class starts. Same old stuff everyday, being called names and shit. I talked to Alex about my likings for Kyle and they said that I should talk to him. After a few classes we go to lunch. Kyle, a guy that i have a crush on sits a few seats down from me with his friend Chris. Chris stands up on the table and announces something that he is gonna regret.
" I would like you to know that Johnnie Guilbert is officially gay, and has a huge crush on Kyle David Hall!" He shouts. My face turns a bright, crimson color. Everyone starts laughing and pointing fingers at me. Kyle looks at me with a wierd shine in his eye. I feel tears running down my red cheeks. I run straight to the bathroom and pull out the blade from my pocket. I hear the door open.
"Johnnie?! Its Kyle open up!" He bangs hard on the door.
I run the blade across the pale skin. He crawls under the door and sees what I have done.
"Johnnie... why? Talk to me." He says.

KYLES POV

I gasp slightly at the sight. I grab his wrist being careful to where he cut. I lead my face down and kiss the fresh cuts. He flinches.
"Its okay Johnnie... Im here. And guess what?" I asked him nervous about what im about to do.
"W-what?" He askes choking on air.
I grab his face and lean in. He looks scared so with my left hand, I intertwine my fingers with his. I press my lips on his and he starts to kiss back. I pull away slowly.
"I like you a lot. Ive had a crush on you for a while now. You are perfect. Will you do the honors of becoming my boyfriend?" I ask with a smile.
"Y-yes. I will. Can you do me a favor and not tell anyone about this?" He asks as he points down to his bloody arm.
"I would never do that. I do it too." I said. I grab a piece of toilet paper and easily wipe away the blood. He flinches and I kiss his arm. I kiss his lips and then I grab his hand and walk out the door. I see Chris in the hall.
"Hey Chris!" I yell. He turns around and my fist flies to his jaw. He lands hard onto the ground. Me and Johnnie ran out of the building to my car and we drove to my house.