Baby Don't Cry [ ft. baekhyun and polar light ] [ completed ]

▪ three

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Should i go? Let myself hope for another chance again? Do i stop myself from doing this? I'm packing for a reason. I'm finally leaving this place. 

This place where i felt pain. The pain i longed for to be gone.The pain i felt when i liked him. The guy who eventually broke my heart without him even knowing. I know i shouldn't be feeling this. I'm not his girlfriend. We don't have any relationship with each other and most especially, he is just my crush. But why do i feel this way? 

 I think it's better to just leave.

 

 

 

 

But I don't want to... 

 My fandom. My bias. My only hope,

 

 

 

Byun Baekhyun.

 

 

 

Here where i listened to this song. His voice. 

 

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Baby don’t cry tonight a night plagued by violent storms (Ooh As if the sky will fall) Baby don’t cry tonight It’s slightly befitting

To let you go at a moment that shines more brilliantly than tears like this

So Baby don’t cry cry My love will be remembered

Above the dark shade of pain, at the doorsteps of farewell

Even if I take a brutal fall, I can manage if it were for you

Uh, Instead I’ll give myself to you who don’t know me

Don’t cry, give me chilling laughter instead of hot tears Baby,

Say no more (baby) no more (don’t cry)

Please don’t hesitate at the moment you’ll become foam

Say no more (baby) no more (don’t cry)

So you can remain as a shining person, burn me with that dagger instead

 

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When he dedicated that song to me accidentally.

When fate lend me a chance.

To be his mysterious fangirl.

The fangirl he never even knew. 

 

 

"But always in my heart, i will be your fangirl, even though im a thousand miles away,

I'll still support you, because you helped me wipe away some part of the pain i have inside."

 

 

I know we will meet again, oppa...

Someday. But i better leave now... But why? You'll know...

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<BAEKHYUN'S POV>

 

"Hey Baekhyun hyung, you okay?" Sehun asked me.

"I'm fine. Why?" i answered. A bit unsure.

"You don't look like you're fine. Hmmm is it still because of that fangirl?"

 "Uhmmm, yeah. I can't help thinking. Why is she in pain? I want to...FIND HER."