Eidetic Marriage (Sequel to Eidetic Love)

Chapter 35 - leave the past in the past

My head hurts.
Why does my head hurt?

I let out a loud groan, instinctively I tried to bring my hand to my head but my hands were held down, tied to something.

Where am I?
What's going on?

All I could see was darkness there was no light source anywhere. I jumped as I heard a groan "hello?" I tried to call out but my voice was raspy and my throat was dry so it barely came out.

I heard more groaning followed by a rattling of chains "what the hell?" A gravely voice exclaimed making me jump yet again.

"Hello?" I said again "huh? Who's there?" The deep voice said sounding panicked.

Who are they?
Why are we here?
Where is 'here'?

"Who's there?" The voiced boomed again "O-Olivia..." I stuttered "Liv? Liv are you okay?" The voice said, as I heard them saying my name something in my head clicked, it's Morgan.

"Derek?" I exclaimed "yeah it's me Liv, are you okay?"  He rushed "uh....I think so my head hurts but I can't see so I don't know. Are you okay?" I stated.

"Um...my arm and head hurt but I think I'm okay" he answered "Derek where are we?" I asked just as the lights turned on. The brightness burned my eyes.

"That's a good question Olivia" a voice said, I cringed at the sound.

"But that's for me to know and Agent Aaron Hotchner-or do you prefer Hotch?- to find out" Andrew said with a laugh.

I looked up squinting at the light and there he was, standing in the room a few meters away from me. Oh how I wanted to kill him right there and then but then I looked down and realised my previous assumptions were correct, I was tied to a metal chair by chains.

"Aren't I lucky?" He sang "no what way are you lucky?" Morgan asked "well...Derek I was worrying all day about  how I was going get Olivia back into my possession, especially with all the security and FBI staying at the house but as it so happened you two may as well have tied yourselves up" Andrew chuckled.

"Andrew what do you want from me?" I asked forcing unshed tears out of my eyes. I will not cry.

"I want you to love me!" He screamed making me jump.

"You have a really odd way of showing it" Morgan said, if it was any other situation I would have laughed.

Andrew ignored Morgan's comment "but no. You love that skinny, smart guy...Spencer" he spat as if it was venom "after all he's lied to you about and everything he has put you through you still love him" Andrew said.

"He hasn't 'put me through' anything! I'm the one that's dragged him into everything" I defended.

"What about Maeve huh? I take it one of the team have told you why they went through? How he felt?" Andrew persisted "that's nothing compared to what you and Jake have caused" I denied but why? Why was I defending someone that didn't even love me back? Someone that was still caught up on a previous love interest why was I bothering?

"But why are you wasting your time on someone that is still caught up on his dead lover?" He asked as if he had read my thoughts "I-I-I don't know" I mumbled.

"Olivia no! Stop it! He does love you-" Morgan yelled but Andrew yelled over his voice "SHUT IT!" He glared at Morgan.

I wanted to listen to Morgan and believe that Spencer loves me but I just couldn't.

"No he doesn't" I mumbled giving into Andrew persistence "Olivia..." Morgan started "I said shut it" Andrew yelled again before walking over to him and punching him straight in the face "NO!" I yelled as Morgan groaned in pain "don't hurt him" I yelled again.

Andrew looked over at me as I yelled, angered flashed in his eyes, he strode over to me with a evil smirk without saying anything he slapped me across the face, a tear rolled down my cheek, out of my control "I have the  power here" he spat before walking out of the room.

It was quiet for what felt like ages and it was unsettling because it was awkward not just because we were sitting in a room, chained to chairs at the hand of an unsub but also because it was an awkward silence, between Derek and I it has never been awkward between us. Ever.

"He does love you" Morgan spoke up after a prolonged silencer "yeah well he also has an odd way of showing it" I said, Morgan took a deep breath before responding "Olivia you have to understand that Reid hasn't talked about Maeve for years and not have we, not because we don't want to, because Reid doesn't want to and we can't force him to talk about it"

"I get that but why couldn't he atleast told me?" I mumbled "I honestly don't know" Morgan replied "but he does love you"

I slowly started to nod but I jumped as a loud voice echoed around the room "no he doesn't!"

I snapped my head towards the sound and I saw Andrew in the doorway "he doesn't love you! He loves Maeve!" He screamed, I coward away as he started charging towards me.

"He doesn't love you! I love you and you love me!" Andrew bellowed. I stared up at him in fear of what he was going to do next.

"He doesn't deserve you!" He spat "he lied to you! He's a horrible person! He put Jake in prison, your only family, he ruined everything!" As I heard that my anger levels intensified.

"Jake ruined me!" I screamed "Jake was never my family, he was and still is the worst thing that has happened to me, Spencer is the opposite. Spencer is the complete opposite of Hake and of you! He's kind, he's caring. He cares about me, he would never intentionally hurt me! I love him not you! All you two wanted from me was my body, you never believed in me! That's why you murdered Mrs Saywer because she believed in me! You never have!" I had tears running down my face when I finished.

"You bitch" Andrew said, he glared at me with an evil smirk making its way to his mouth, he walked around the back of my chair "w-what are you doing?"

"You don't get away with that when your with me. You need to learn to respect me" he said, I heard the rattling of chains and I knew exactly what he had planned "no please no! I'm sorry" I pleaded but all I heard from Andrew was a chuckle.

"You regret it now don't you? Well to bad you need to be taught a lesson"

I felt like my state mode was switching back to when I was younger, when Andrew and I were together, when Andrew and Jake controlled me. All the thoughts were coming back, all the things that haunted me, all the things I use to do and all the things I use to say flooding back into my brain at a rapid pace.

"Please Andy no" I begged he stopped for a second but not even a second later he continued to untie the chains from the chair.

"Andrew stop! You can still go back now. You let us go now and it won't be as bad for you!" Morgan yelled.

"How many times must I tell you to shut up" Andrew yelled back "Andy please stop, I don't want it" I pleaded again but he didn't stop. Andrew yanked me up off the chair, my hands were burning from the constant friction on my skin against the metal chains that restricted my hands from any movement.

Andrew begin to drag me towards the door, I tried to pull away from him as the panic set in and I started to scream "Morgan! Help me! Please! Morgan!"

"Olivia! Andrew stop! Olivia I'm trying! I'm sorry!" Derek yelled as he pulled against the chains, I let out a scream as he disappeared and I was pulled into a different room. I was now alone with Andrew.

"Ready to be taught a lesson?"