Hi...

Just Do It

As weeks pass, I found myself in deep depression. I avoided everyone in my life or around me to be more specific. Until she came around. She always lifted my spirits with her dimple and her big brown eyes. Always telling me "Don't be sad, cause sad spelled backwards is das, and das not good." I never understood where her mind was. The worst part about seeing her, was seeing her leave. Yes she made me happy, but when she was gone...I became frustrated. Not frustrated with myself, I was frustrated with her.

"Dude you don't understand this girl she is so complicated that I just want to hug her but then like I want to yell at her." I said to my friend over the phone.

"Bro the only one being complicated is you." said Donald.

Donald was a friend in Vegas of mine. He was like a brother to me. We got along really well due to the fact no one liked us. He was a red head white kid and I was just a white kid.

"Ugh but man I've been messing around with this girl but she's gone to another guy. But this Kristina chick she's just annoying but in a good way. Like the annoying where you kiss them to make them stop. So they start being annoying on purpose to get a kiss out of you." I said as I paced back and forth in my head of moments seeing this girl.

"Oh my gosh dude shut up. Just say what you really mean and stop sugar coating it." he said annoyed with my speech.

"I don't know man. Like am I even good enough for her? Ugh I guess I like her."saying it anxiously while thinking about her.

"Jarrid you love her."

Love her? What was he talking about hasn't he listened to me at all? She's annoying she's weird she's everything I am.

"I love her.." I said as I realized what I've been trying to say.

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The next day I was ready to tell her. I was going to do it. I'm going to walk right up to her and tell her I love her. Actually maybe I'll do it next week. No, I'll do it tomorrow. No today, right now. Wait maybe I can pull her aside at lunch, that way we can have more time to talk. Yeah that's what I'll do.

I sit down at the table waiting. Waiting for that cute girl with nice legs and lips that need to be against mine. Wow I'm already thinking about kissing her.

"Hey Jarrid I have a question." Kristina says surprising me.

"Hey what's up?" I said

Great what if she asks about my past. What if she asks me out first, what would I say? Wait what do guys say? They don't say anything!!! They are the ones to ask. Oh no she's about to ask and I'm freaking out. Jarrid whatever you do, do not and I repeat do not say any female or male body parts, do not say anything stupid. Get it? Got it. Good. Here comes the question.

"Can you come to my quinceañera? I have like no guy friends going and I'd like it if you could. Pleeeeeeeaaaaaassseeee." Kristina asks like a child. It's so adorable.

"Yeah,"

You fool. You were paying attention to her beauty but not her words. What have I gotten myself into. You didn't even ask her. What is wrong with you just ask her. Why am I so nervous.

"I promise I'll dance with you okay?"

I can't dance!!!! Now we are in self destruct mode. It was nice knowing me, myself, and I...you will be missed to. Bye.

"Really? Sweet!!!" she says happier than ever.

I need help...FAST.