Chapter 1- Bad Memories

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~Sammy's P.O.V~

"Sammy, honey.. you want me to drive you to school?" My mum asked me.

"Mum, I'm sixteen.. I can drive myself" I replied laughing.

"I know, I just miss our bonding times" Mum told me.

"Fine, You can drive me... but only because I might miss our bonding time too.."  I admitted.

"Awesome, grab your  school bag and we can leave" Mum said.

I nodded and walked towards my bedroom, accidentally walking into my Dad on the way.

"Oh sorry Dad" I apologised.

"It's okay Sweetheart, Have a good day at school" Dad said kissing my cheek.

"Thanks" I replied before my Dad disappeared out the front door.

I grabbed my bag and headed out towards where Mum was waiting for me.

"Ready Honey?" Mum questioned.

I nodded and smiled at her.

We got in the car and I put the radio on and one of my favourite songs were on, Dear Darling by Olly Murs.. I began singing along happily:

Dear Darling, Please excuse my writing.

I can't stop my hands from shaking cause I'm cold and alone tonight.

I miss you and nothing hurts like no you..

I kept singing and looked at My Mum, she was smiling.

"What are you smiling about?" I asked, when I stopped singing.

"You just have an amazing voice, you will go a long way in life with it" Mum complimented.

"Thanks Mum, You know how I love to sing" I laughed.

"Yes, and promise me you will never stop" Mum said.

"I promise" I confirmed.

Mum smiled at me, taking her eyes off the road.

She was still looking at me when I looked up.

"Mum, watch out!" I yelled.

Mum quickly looked at the road and tried to swerve out of the other cars way but she did it too late.

When the car impacted with ours, I could hear the metal scratch and the pain at my neck as the seatbelt was starting to cut into my skin.

 Our car then crashed into a tree on the side of the road, making the air bags pound into my chest.

Glass from the front window shattered into a million pieces, landing on Mum and I.

I had tears in my eyes when I looked at my Mum.

"I Love you Sammy remember that okay? Whatever you do, Always follow your dreams Honey" Mum whispered to me.

Then her eyes closed slightly.

"Mum, No stay with me!" I cried.

"Good bye Sammy" She said.

I then began to feel drowsy, my eyes began to close as much I tried to fight it.. My eyes did close.

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I opened my eyes and found myself in a hospital room.

My heart began to pound in my chest.

A nurse walked in and her eyes widen in shock when she saw me.

"I'll go get the doctor, be right back" She promised and ran out the door.

A few minutes passed and the nurse and the doctor walked into the room.

The Doctor had a clipboard and a pen in his hands.

"Hey Sammy, I am Doctor Baxter... How are you feeling? Is there any pain anywhere?" The Doctor asked.

I stretched a bit and winced when a deep pain formed at my shoulder.

"Ye-Yeah.. my shoulder hurts" I answered.

 Doctor Baxter wrote down some notes down on the clipboard.

"Any headache?" Doctor Baxter questioned.

I nodded instead of using my words.

"Well Nurse Shelley will get you some pain killers and you should be out by tomorrow" Doctor Baxter informed.

"Where's my Mum?" I asked.

Doctor Baxter looked at Nurse 'Shelley' before looking at me with sympathy.

"We did the best we could.. but I'm afraid your Mum didn't make it" Doctor Baxter told me.

My chest tightened and tears formed at my eyes..

No, this couldn't be happening...This can't be real..

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The memory of that day stayed in my mind to this very day, that was when I was sixteen.. I'm eighteen now..

It's been really hard without Mum, Dad has taken it really bad..

He blames me for it, says if I had just drove myself or not distracted Mum.. she would be here right now.

He drinks a lot now to try stop the pain, I don't think it works.

Dad doesn't even let me sing anymore because he says it disgusts him so much..

I haven't sung since the accident, if Mum was here I would be singing consistently because she loved it when I sing..

I still remember the promise I made to Mum before the car accident happened..

To always sing.

Sorry Mum, but that promise has already been broken..

A/N: WOOHOO FIRST CHAPTER!! What do yous think?! Good? Bad? All of the above? (Please be the first option :p ) This chapter was sad, I know. I promise it will get happier soon.. This is a One Direction Fan Fiction if yous are wondering.. They will be in it!  Anyways Hope yous enjoy it and vote, comment, follow, ect... Bye!

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