Words unspoken. Let me tell you this: my life hasn't been easy, no life is. I was bullied when I was younger, told I wasn't going to succeed in life by teachers, became the thing I hated most, a bully. I've been struggling with depression since I was six. Attempted suicide three times. Twice by cutting my wrist but my sister was there to stop me. The third time I laid on a busy street waiting to get ran over but when it almost happen when I thought my suffering was going to end, my two best friends came in and saved me. Made me promise to never do that again. I was an angry child and took it out on my friends. I hated coming home because my parents were always arguing. Yelling nonsense, they finally got a divorce. But I felt betrayed, I felt abandoned, I felt lonely. Every relationship I ever had was a failure because I couldn't commit. I felt that people were just going to end up leaving me as my father did to me. It wasn't until later on when I had gone back to my faith in God that things got better. Not saying I am happy but I do have my moments.
