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Dan's pov:
My alarm clock blared loudly, I slightly opened my eyes just to make out the red numbers reading from it 7:05. I grunted rubbing my eyes sitting up, today is the first day at my new school I had to be transferred from my old school due to a lot of bullying and well shitty teachers and consolers. I did my normal routine, got up, brushed my hair, my teeth, put on my binder, and tried picking out some clothes. Usually I wouldn't quite care what I wore but I thought since its a new school its a new me right? After standing in front of the closet for a good 10 minutes I just went with some black skinny jeans and a MCR shirt. I then went into my bathroom and gave myself a good look in the mirror and of course disappointed with what I saw but I just sighed and grabbed my book bag. I then said goodbye to my mum and headed out the door. I live relatively close only about 5 minutes away so I could walk their, plus I could use all the exercise I could get.
I finally reached my school, anxiety striking me right away. I then closed my eyes for a minute and focused on my breathing "it's going to be okay Dan you got this, it won't be like last time."
I saw a bunch of different people, none of which looked like me I guess I felt like an outsider or your local Emo whatever you want to call it. I saw really hot jocks, slutty girls that wore way to much makeup, and of course the casual book worms. Walking through the halls I heard people laughing and whispering, my anxiety worsened and I clenched my fists knowing it probably was about me. I then walked into my first class which took me about 10 minutes to find with the help of no one of course. The teacher stood there and just eyed me down. All the kids gave me a look and even some chuckled except one of them, he was a boy, pale skin almost like the snow, with sparkling blue eyes I could get lost in, and a haircut quite similar to mine with a black fringe just a little above his eye. "Quiet down everyone, we have a new student! Please welcome.." She then squinted at the paper she was holding "Daniel Howell!" I then gave a quick smile "Dan please." The teacher rolled her eyes clearly annoyed, "Dan go take a seat next to Phil." The pale blue eyed kid then raised his hand slightly I smiled but he didn't smile back. Dan you dumbass I thought to myself why would such a perfect guy like such a looser like you. I then put my bag down and got settled and took my seat behind him sitting their thinking about him. I had so many questions but I thought I wouldn't talk to him, at least not today. I then sighed today's going to be a long day I said opening my text book.
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False Hope
FanfictionWill Dan really be unhappy forever or is their still some hope left for him? !Trigger warning! suicidal thoughts, cutting, eating disorders