I found myself standing in the middle of the room we rented, with Perrie's back facing me. We stood there in silence. None of us bothered to talk. I don't even know what to say at this point. She still seemed to be in a bad mood and I don't want to deal with that right now.
I mean, what am I supposed to say? Do I need to explain myself to her? Why? She doesn't to care for me to care in the first place so why should I bother?
"Who is he?" Finally, she cut off the ear-piercing silence that surrounded us.
I opened my mouth but nothing came out. What is wrong with me?
"Tell me, Jade, how long have you known each other? How close have you two become for you to let him kiss you? Answer me!" She shouted and I nearly jumped because I was shocked. How long have we known each other? 'We just met three hours ago', I answered in my mind.
"Perrie," That's just what I said. She just looked at me. Her face seemed dark, and she looked like she could pop a vein anytime.
"Tell me, Jade Amelia, did he fucked you already? Huh?!" She asked and I was really surprised by this time. Is that how she sees me? A girl who fucks anyone she's been with? How dare she!
"If I answer you 'yes', what will you do? What can you do?" I won't show her how intimidated I am of her. I'll show her that I can keep up to her level and that I won't just give up and give into her.
Her face darkened even more if that was even possible and teeth clenched. Even if I'm really frightened by her right now, I won't let her see it. I returned that dark and cold stare she's giving me.
"Dammit!" Her voice echoed around the room, followed by the sound of the wall that met her fist. It caused me to close my eyes, to say that I was terrified was an understatement. She resisted the pain that I know she got after punching the wall and she held me by my arm tight. I tried to remove her hold from me but it was no use since she's much stronger than me.
"Perrie, let go of me. You're hurting me."
"I told you that you are mine. And I don't share what's mine." She said in a cold yet firm tone.
"I am not your property!" I said and still tried my best to get away from her but she only gripped my arm tighter.
"You're my wife now. And that means I own you. Everything that you had was mine. Even your body." And she pushed me to the couch. What is she gonna do to me? 'No, Lord, please.' I pleaded in my mind since I had a feeling of what might happen next.
"You're mine..." She said before pressing her lips on mine harshly.
Her kisses were rough, unlike before. Looks like she's punishing me. "Perrie, no, please." I pleaded when she started kissing my neck. I felt her suck on it and I had to stop myself from moaning since I don't want her to know that she's giving me both pleaser and pain at the same time.
I still tried to get out of her grasp but I can't. She really strong.
"Have mercy on me, please." I can feel the tears streaming down my face.
She quickly tore the shirt I was wearing in half. I still tried to fight back but because of how strong she is and how weak I'm getting, I couldn't push her away. She held my arms up to my head and pinned them there as her lips traveled down my cleavage.
What am I gonna do? I'm really afraid of her.
"Don't do this, please..." I pleaded again. But she doesn't seem to hear me as her lips continued to travel down my stomach. I can feel something poking me down there but I couldn't care less. My body's shaking. I'm terrified of what might happen next.
She really is a devil.
I'm hurt physically and mentally. I didn't fight back anymore. I just let her do what she wanted but I still tried to beg for her to stop but she won't listen.
"You're mine," Her voice was raspy and deep. She kneeled down to remove the shorts she's wearing. Now, this is my chance to push her away. But when I tried, I couldn't do it. I can't feel my body anymore. 'Why now?' I asked myself.
"Why Perrie?" I sobbed. 'Why are you doing this to me? What have I done?' Those were the things I wanted to say.
But instead, I said, "I hate you..."
She stopped what she's doing and stared at me. Anger was still visible in her eyes. Again, tears started to fall from my eyes and her expression changed after seeing them fall. She seemed like she just got back to her old self.
"I hate you, Perrie Edwards," I said sharply. I looked straight into her eyes. "You're a devil."
"I didn't---fuck it..." She closed her eyes tightly as she tried to pull her hair out of frustration. This is the very first time that I saw her like this. Maybe if the situation was normal, I'd probably smile because of she's acting. But right now, the situation wasn't normal. Far from it actually.
I'm mad at her and it grew even more. She stood up and I quickly inched myself at the couch, hugging my body. I sobbed, this is all too much.
"Don't cry please," She said as she slowly crouched down to be level with me. "Jade," The way she said my name seemed like it was full of care and compassion.
She moved closer and enveloped me in a hug. "Shhh, stop crying..." Her voice was soft, like a voice of an angel. It was comforting. I slowly looked up and saw her looking straight back at me.
This Perrie was different from the person I was with a few minutes ago.
We've been married for a year and I thought that I knew everything about her, but no. I don't even know who she really is. Who are you, Perrie?
"I'm sorry..." That's what I last heard before I lost consciousness.
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Double update since I wanted to spoil you guys. ;)) A feedback would be nice guys!
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