Dreaming of you

Lily Pad

The momment we walked in I fealt the peircing stares of practicly everyone in the room on us. I could almost hear every songle one of them thinkning "how did she do that, the loser with the angel?"

And then of course, Lindsey had to get involved, because the world loves me.

"Meo babe, did she bribe you?" She asked with a fake-concerned voice.

At that the whole croud gigled their gaze still on me, tryng to notice what Meo could ever see in a disgusting blob of skin and fat like me. To be honest, i was wondering the same thing.

"Is it really necesary for me to slap the shi* out of you again..." Meo asked with a bored expression

"...honey" he added sarcastically smiling.

The crowd erupted into laughter a few of them yelling things like "BURNEDDD" or "sexy and funny mmmmm". But if you ask me, I was just happy that the tension eased. I managed a laugh and smiled up at Meo, thankfully.

After that things just returned to normal in the gym/dance , dancing, laughing, chatting, kissing. Only a few people did pay attention to us, although I didn't really care anymore, I felt safe.

Linsey seemed to leave us alone even though she was aggresivly making out with Ben. Sometimes I honestly think she's a canibal. She looked at Meo winked and licked her lips, trying to make him jelous. Failing obviously, as I could tell by his disturbed expression.

I meanwhile found a seat and started to awkwardly look around, there were about 150 people which was quite a bunch compared to what I imagined.

"Can I get you some fruit punch?" Asked Meo

"Yah that'd be nice" i replied trying my best to find the button inside of me to turn my social awkwarrdness off.

Meo soon arrived with 2 cups of blood red fruit punch and handed one to me.

We then kind of sat around talking, nothing special, nothing personal, just plain old small talk. I felt like there was a wall between us, he was just made out of different meterial, I fealt like there wasn't really much we had in common, besides our joined hatred for her slutness Lindsey. But hey, opposites attract right.

After a few electro, up beat songs finally a slow song came on. You know what happens next right, just like in ever single romance movie Meo asks me to dance.

"May I ask to have this dance" he asked confident offering me his hand.

"I umm" i trailed off. Why did I ever come to a dance when I know absolutely nothing about dancing. God I am so frikin dumb.

"I don't know how to dance..." I said quitely doubting that he heard me

"Don't worry I don't either" he answered still offering me his hand.

You know what, just this once let me have some fun, i took his hand and allowed him to pick me up to my feet.

I put my hand on his shoulders and his hands automaticly found my waste. Instead of it being awkward, you know because that's what you expect when doing something with me, akwardness and lots lots lots of it. The movement was natural and casual, and I found much joy in finally braking the wall between us.

The song starts and my heart begins to beat harder and harder

I have died every day waiting for you

We step left

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

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