Haikyuu X Reader

kageyama x reader

You were walking home, through sakura trees.. And through the neighborhood.. Smiling forcefully, making people think you're happy.. Maybe because you aced score on a exam.. Or maybe you had a blast with your best friend?

Absolutely not.

You were smiling to a grandma who works on a flower shop..

"(Y/n)! How's school today dear child??"

I responded with a grin.. "Oh. It's cool. Gotta go thanks for asking!!" I waved good bye

Haha.. I didn't know.. That smiling would be painful than I thought it was.. Hiding your sadness from people.. Telling you're ok.. All you can do was smile bright as a sun while inside will only reveals scars stuck in your heart.. Why would this happen?? Why??

Because you found out that your boyfriend was cheating on you.. You thought that kageyama tobio your boyfrie- umm. Wait. Correction.
EX-boyfriend. Was everything in your life.. He loved you..

Lies.

He treated you like no one else

Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.
Lies.

It was all.. Fake. Lie is a lie. No matter how big or small it was.. Lie. Is a lie.

Continually walking, you suddenly heard a exclamation

"(Y/n!!!)"

Isn't that..

"(Y/n)!! Stop!!"

That voice..

"(Y/n)!! (Y/n)!!! Wait!!! Listen!!!"

You look backwards as you see a certain black hair running to you.. Sweaty and exhausted

"What." You answered with pale look in your face while your eyes look dull

"I can explain!! It was all-"

"Tobi-.. Kageyama. if you wanted to break up why won't you say it before?? If we break up you can have a lively life with your new girlfriend that I saw when you kissed her after school :)." You only smile

"Look. (Y/n) just list-"

"Kageyama. I never have.. A first love in my life.. Then you came.. I never have my first hug.. Then you did it for me.. I never ever have my first kiss.. But you stole it. I may never have someone very special placed in my heart besides my family, friends, and God.. But you're name was written there.. but it was erased just the time when I saw you there with your new love.. :) and.. I only want to say sorry for everything that I'm not good enough for you.. Or am I to stupid or ugly? That i'am not like the other popular girls in school?The thing is I'm sorry.. And so please.. Treat your new love the way you treated me once. Love her like you love me once.. Laugh with her like we did once.."

Kageyama just stood there, in silence.. Didn't know how or what to react against my speech, he felt guilty but I don't need his pity on me. So I proceed my speech until the end..

"And.. Allow me to forgive you yourself and me.."

"Wh-" I cutted him off

Finally.. I put a smile on my face.. Heads up.. As my teary (e/c) eyes locked to him

"I forgive you for leaving me alone when I was busy loving you too much."

One drop of tear..

Two drops..

Three..

Four..

I smiled to him for the last time.. Quickly turn away and went back walking to my house.. Leaving him.. standing.. Unexplained face..

"It's the best if you just let me know if you didn't love me anymore if you didn't want to end up like that."

A/N: yayyyyyy!! Thanks for reading my first story of kageyama x reader by the way!! I'm glad if any of you vote or comment! Keep reading!!~