Room 248

Generosity exists

She is standing in front of the door looking at me. She looks like she wish to ask a lot of questions but silence is better than sound in this very moment. I think she's afraid to ask questions for a simple reason, she doesn't want to get the past to life again. A week passed since we last met and my memories faded slowly away. 

Lori had the same luggage she had before but with the difference of a bag. She had a pink bag with flowers on it. I don't know what that is for, and I'm not intrested to ask because when I asked last time I looked like a fool.

She walked to her bed and started placing the clothes and the stuff she have in the wardrobe and cupboard. Lori haven't said a word the whole time and I did the same. After an hour she's ready from everything and she decided to sit down for a break and have a chat with me.

Lori told me that Cora went back to America, she wasn't ready to face me again and she was scared to help me. I don't really blame her, I would have done the same. 

I decided to come back and help you find the man that did this to you, and finally you can rest in peace. 

'' why are you trying to help me after what I did to you '' ? I asked her curiously - Her answer was simple and honest,

'' while I was hearing you saying your story the other week, I realized how the world is unfair to some people. You've been killed for the pleasure of other man, I want to find him and make him pay for his crime''. 

We are all born and someday we’ll all die. We die because our time is up,but no one can take our life from our hands for their pleasure'.

I don't want that lori do the same mistake of Derek. I don't want Lori to be called a Killer'.. I'm not letting this happen. I got nervous, and I walked closer to lori to make her understand it's not worthed going to jail for Derek's crime. 

Lori started laughing, '' your cute and so innocent chad '' she grinned ''I'm not going to jail, and I'm not killing anyone,don't worry and leave everything in my hands''.

Everything is changed in the world of nowadays, even the people changed they make me confused with every single thing they say. Lori got out the pink bag and put it on her bed. She looked at me and smiled, '' I know your curious to know what this is, I'll explain - It's called a laptop'' 

You died a long time ago, you've been trapped in this hostel for a long time and you don't know a lot of thing. Your past is changed a lot , I'm guessing you remember the Tv with black and white pictures,right? Well the world we live in now is really changed. The Tv isn't black and white anymore , we have colour and much more than that. The laptop I brought with me is used to browse through the internet, We're going to find Derek's information on here. 

I freely admit I'm confused. With the tears in my eyes I looked at Lori and stared at her for some seconds, I never really thought good people still exists. I walked in the direction of her,put my hands on her shoulder and thanked her. She was surprised with my act and she smiled at me and nodded her head with the meaning of you're welcome.I can understand that Lori is really tired after today,she had a very busy day and that's when we decided to stay relax together in ''my'' room,and leave the work for another day.

We talked about a lot of stuff, about how the world changed. She was telling me the difference between my past and the present day.  Lori is different than other people, she's something I can't describe. When I look at her, when I talk to her when I touch her I feel different,I feel comfortable ... I feel it's finally myself again.

In this special night I decided to reveal some of my past stories to Lori. She seemed very intresting in hearing my stories - We decided to talk about my past but not about the night of the murder. 

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Have you ever been in love? Have you ever loved someone so much you'd be ready to do everything for them? I have.

Back in the day I was living the most happiest time of my life. I had a good job,family and a girl. A special girl that every boy would be jealous of. She was my life'! 

We use to do everything together, we use to spend all day with each other', we knew every secret of each other aswell. 

One day we promised each other we will be married have kids and live happy together. That day never really happened, I died before all of that can happen and the most sad part about this story is that I haven't got the chance to say one last goodbye to her, haven't got the chance to kiss her and tell her how much I loved her. She never knew what really happened to me, I really think she have a lot of questions about me and my dissepearance.

Lori was sitting on the couch looking all intrested in my story. She was filled with tears , sad tears all because of my past. I can tell my story touched her heart a bit way too much'. She's feeling sorry for me and she's right to be, but usually I don't like when someone feels sorry about me. In the case of Lori it's different. 

She got up from the couch and walked beside the window. Looked outside and closed the curtains'. She walked infront of me and kissed my forehead, this is her goodnight kiss.

She went to bed, it was almost one o ' clock in the morning. Lori had a plan in mind - the plan that's going to reveal the truth and the reason of my release.

If Lori's plan goes on well I'll be free from this Hostel, Once and for all!