I slept in Tristan's room last night. I couldn't stand losing another perfect guy in my life. I woke up and went too get some coffee and found a note from Jacob, it said:
Bailey,
I told my mom I would get some coffee with her and I'm going to tell her my plan. I will bring you something back, I love you.
-Jacob.
I smiled and kind of held back some tears that I had about him getting deployed. I drank my coffee and went and changed out of my ugly sweats and sweater. i took a shower and then I put on some jeans with boots and a 'pink' sweater. I threw my hair into a messy bun and put on my glasses instead, of my contacts. I just watched some tv until the wait was over and my beautiful Jacob was back. I asked, "how was it?" he just pulled me in and kissed me. I grabbed his neck. we kissed and we pulled away. "stressful." he answered my question. I laughed and we laid down and watched some movies. 'he makes me so happy' I thought. it always ran through my mind but now I realize how much he truly means to me. I love him, i truly do. "do you want some lunch?" I squad getting up. he paused the tv and nodded. I went to the kitchen and asked, "what would you like?" he shrugged so I pulled out some materials to make spaghetti and a salad. it took me a while but it was finally finished and we sat down. he washed the plates as I checked my phone, Brittany had been calling and texting asking where Joshua is, I replied, "how the heck am I supposed to know??" we laid back down and I asked him after minutes of silence, "do you know where Joshua is??" he didn't answer, "hello??" i said. he looked like something was wrong like the other night before we went to dinner. "Bailey, Joshua is cheating on Brittany, I'm pretty sure." Jacob said. I got up and started pacing across the room.