Shattered Heart (Cheater Erwin)

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*Your P.O.V.*

Why? Why me? Why am I the only one suffering in this cruel forsaken world? First, my parents died when I was only 5 years old, then all of my relatives reject taking me in because they all hated my parents, I could barely find any jobs, and now the man I love with all my life cheats on me.

Have I not suffered enough hell already? Do I need to live in constant heartache and pain in order for heaven to feel happy? I let out a shaky sigh as tears ran down my face. Even after finding out I was pregnant with Erwin's child, I feel as if it will either suffer with me or taken from me before I even get to hold it in my arms. I quickly looked around and saw that I was alone in the dark streets. Oh no. I quickly ran back to my apartment, only to hear moans and grunts coming from inside.

*Crack!*

"E-Erwin~! A-Ahhh~!!"

*Crack!*

"H-Hanji!"

*Creak*

"A-ah, I love you, Erwin!"

*Creak!*

"I love you too Hanji, you're the only one I love."

*Shatter*

That was the first time I ever felt such pain before. It felt as if the air escaped my lungs and suffocated me. My heart pounded against my chest pain as I applied pressure to relieve the pain, only to make it hurt more. I needed to get out of here. Now. I quickly ran down the hall and onto the dark streets, only to hear a car honking and tires scratching the street road. As soon as I snapped my head to the left, all I saw were bright lights. Screams of horror could be heard as well as a car driving away quickly.

Agonizing pain ran throughout my body, but the only thing that was on my mind was the child. I knew it. I wasn't going to hold them in my arms after all. I was going to lose my precious infant because of my stupidity! Tears ran down my bloody face as I felt my consciousness slipping away once in a while. One moment, I'm on the street, then I'm in an ambulance with some paramedics telling me everything is going to be fine, and then I'm surrounded by doctors. I wasn't going to live. I can already tell I'm not going to survive. At least I'll be with my unborn child. I'll finally be at peace and put an end to my suffering. Goodbye, my dear Erwin, I wish you luck.

*Erwin's P.O.V.*

She has to live. She has to survive this accident. It must've been my fault. Witnesses said they saw her enter our apartment building, but left not long after. It was my fault. If I wasn't with Hanji, (Y/n) would've been in my arms, safe and asleep. She wouldn't have been hit by a car and left for dead out in the street. Suddenly guilt and pain filled my chest. What if she doesn't survive? What would I do without her? She was the only thing that meant the world to me.

I know I said I love only Hanji, but that was so she wouldn't pester me about it. As soon as I got to the hospital though, I see doctors and nurses running in and out of a surgery room in a panic. That was when I felt fear consume my whole being. What if she was the one in there? I sat down in one of the chairs, too panicked to hear a nurse calling out to me to see who I was here for. Suddenly I heard loud shouting from the room.

"FUCK! How could we have let her and her child die! Fucking dammit!" A doctor shouted. Two nurses sighed as they looked at the troubled Doctor. The one with red hair looked at her brunette with a knowing look in her eyes, "Poor newbie must feel ashamed for letting the poor girl die. She was so beautiful too, even when she was covered in blood."

"Mhmm, with the silky, yet tangled (h/c) hair, semi-open (e/c) orbs, and her small stature. I feel bad for the man who was going to be the father. The poor fetus wasn't even 3 months into the pregnancy." She said sadly, "It's a shame that she died young and pregnant. She must've been elated about the baby since she kept mumbling how was her baby inside. Such a tragedy indeed."

Once I overheard their conversation I stood up and gripped her shoulders. She looked at me with fear and curiosity as I looked at her with panic.

"Was the girl who died just now involved in a hit and run?" I asked, fear and anxiety taking over my body, almost causing me to become weak. The nurse nodded hesitantly as I felt tears brimmed my eyes. I lost my lover and my child. I let go of the nurse and turned around. I sat back onto the chair and bent over, gripping my hair and I let soft sobs escape my chapped lips. I lost her, I lost (Y/n), I lost the love of my life to a stupid idiot who didn't do a single shit to save her.

I quickly ran out of the hospital and into my car. I drove to my apartment and slammed the door shut. I snapped. Furniture got flipped over, glass objects thrown against the walls, cloth ripped into shreds, the pain and agony I felt in my chest must've been worse for her. It was because of me that she died. I was the cause of both her pain and her death. Tears ran down my face as I collapsed onto the shattered glass on the floor as I let out painful sobs. I was the one that deserved death, not her or our unborn child. I knew she had a hard life and yet I went behind her back and cheated.

"I-I'm sorry (Y-Y/n)... I wish I could go back in time and stop myself from cheating. I should be the one dead, not you. I'm so, so sorry." I sobbed. Suddenly I felt a soft, gentle touch caress my cheek before I heard her gentle voice whisper into my ear with love and care clear in her tone.

"We'll be waiting for you, my love..."

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As promised, another chapter. Hope you like it and sorry for how sad this one is. Hope you enjoy, and as always, Ciao!

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