Selfless

Dance Dance

Isogai p.o.v

My mind went into a trance, thinking about what happened earlier. I yelled at her. She held my arm. I held hands with her. And the most recent, our faces were centimeters apart. World records would set me as the most idiotic person in the world. Why did I just do? Why did I lean closer? If it hadn't for the hair, I would've no excuse. Somebody kill me now.

We followed the two pairs, me being dragged by Oka. I just let her drag me, this day was intend for her anyway. That way I could compensate for the things I've been doing wrong even if she doesn't know. But what really is giving me a hard time is when I actually thought I was forgiven but when I saw her glance away, I wasn't yet. When I get the chance (Y/N), I'll apologise the way you deserve it. Now is not the right time but it will come.

We went for a few rides with them. Like the seadragon where Nagisa and Kayano wnet dizzy again. And then there's that ride where were we would be riding on this chairs and then we would turn around 360 degrees. My mind literally is on the verge of exploding.
"Wait, wait!" I said loudly. "Can we rest for a bit? I'm feeling dizzy!"

Everyone agreed and went to this arcade. Few of us-Nagisa, Oka, Kayano and me- sat down while Karma and (Y/N) went to some game. Looking closely, they were approaching The Just Dance game. Karma was hesitant. No, he doesn't dance. He was saying something to her and imagined that he mouthed a rejection. Only it was confirmed when (K/N) pouted and stormed to the booth to buy tokens. Karma just scratched his head then followed her.

(Y/N) really is beautiful. Ahhhh. I mean what she's wearing is beautiful. Ahhhhhh ano? She's wearing a skater skirt along with black leggings and converse shoes while for the upper part, a crop top that says "Procastinators, Unite Tomorrow!" My lips curled. "Iso, me and kayano would go buy some snacks, would you like some?"

I held up my hand and just waved. "How about you Nagisa?" "Double fudge energy bar please!" "Hai!" As the two girls went ahead, my focus shifted back to where (Y/N) was. The game then played Roses by Chainsmokers (Do not own the song). I hadn't had a jaw dropped in awhile and (Y/N) really giving me one.

"(Y/N)-chan sure can dance!!!" Nagisa said dumbfounded by what he saw.

"y-yeah!" I stuttered, mesmerized.

She dances gracefully. Dancing is in her blood. Just look how her body moves. This girl really is something. Not only can she sing, she also can dance . Wait, Isogai, are you patronizing her talent? Or are saying that because you are attracted to her? Just snap out of it okay! As she was nearing the end of the song, she slipped but was caught by Karma. Wha-whaat? My teeth begins to grit, my fist turning rock hard, and my chest hurts. Why does it have to be this way? Subconsciously, I wanted to be the one catching her. These things that make me look away. Things that make me like this. I hate it but I like it. Confusing.

She smiles at Karma, her face turning red. Does she like Karma? I mean, everyone bets on them, they're close, and they're practically together everyday or whererever and whenever I see them. If this is a joke, its not funny. Oka and kayano returned, snacks on their hands. God, they eat a lot. "Here Iso" Oka handing me a cotton candy. When Karma and (Y/N) walk towards us, I suddenly grab Oka and said "Feed me Oka!" I tried to say it with my sweet eyes. "Isogai-kun, you're so sweeeeeeeet!!!" Kayano-chan said. "I wish someone there would be like that!!!" She added sarcastically, Nagisa sheepishly smiling.

"You're embarrassing me Iso, Stop it!" Oka said while blushing. Damn. You're so evil Isogai. Are you doing this to be sweet of Oka or are you just making (Y/N) jealous? You and your actions, Isogai.

"Umm, Guys. Let's go. We don't want miss more of the rides!" She interjected loudly.

(Y/N) p.o.v

I think Isogai is making me jealous. No! That's just ridiculous. They're in a relationship so its just natural for them to be lovey-dovey. "Umm, Guys. Let's go. We don't want miss more of the rides!" I said which I mentally regret because I destroyed the moment. Luckily, they responded with glee. Good thing I can use this enivornment to get out on moments I feel uncomfortable with.

Let's see. A slingshot ride. A waterslide ride. And  A horror house ride. "Horror House!!!its getting dark so that'll be a fine ride!!" "Horror house it is! Then off we go then!" This sounds terrifying. Never been I a fan of this kind of adventures. But for the sake of appearances, and other's interests, I should give way. Besides, I need to face my fears sooner or later. I felt an arm on my shoulder and noticed that Karma has slung his left arm on my shoulders. "Its okay. I'm here!" I smiled to Karma. "Arigatou Karma." "For what?" "For always being there for me. I couldn't ask for more." "No worries Van! What am I here for! I love you!"

I tense up at what Karma said but it clicked to me. "I love you too Karma!" I just let Karma do his thing. A flash of what happened earlier entered my mind. Those hands. Those eyes. Those hair. All of Isogai is for Oka. And I'll be lying I don't like The Atenna Boy but lying to myself is better than to hurt someone just because of this feelings. Get ridding of this feelings would be the best thing for him and me and for all the people around us. I have to face Isogai!!! If that's the thing that save me from this pitfall, then I'll muster enough courage!