My Thoughts

My Life

I just want to die in pain.

I'm a monster, a disaster to humanity.
Why Am I Alive?

I've been thrown out of the light.

I'm a monster, why do people believe in me?
Why do people want to stay with me?

I'm a disaster to humanity.
Can't you all see?

Please just leave me be.
All I want is to die in pain alone.

Why do you care about me?
Why do you like me?
Don't you see?
I'm a monster,
A ticking time bomb.

A Monster that will ruin you if you stay with me.

All I want is to die in pain

There isn't anything for you to gain.

So when I die don't be sorrowful,
Live on with your life peacefully.

You don't have to be with me.

I'm just a disaster with a twist on humanity.

Some people got the message and left me,
Of course that broke me
But that doesn't matter to me.
Because they got away from this disaster
And they won't be affected by the explosion after.

But some people chose to stay with me...
Why?
I don't know
Ask them.
I tried to warn them...
So when the bomb counts down to it's last seconds..
I'll tell them I'm sorry they didn't get the chance to run
From this disaster that is going to blow.

-WhyAmISmiling