Zayn or Veronica

Can We Please Go Back

Louis POV

I walked in to Harry and Liam's office but what I saw broke my heart. I've tried so hard not to be bothered by what he does around me but it's so hard. He is still the same sweet and caring fun guy I fell in love with an eternity ago.
I hid behind the door and watched them. They were sitting on the sofa with Liam sitting on Harry's lap and his hands blanketing Liam. They were playing with each other's fingers. I remember when we used to do that and how much I long to have those moments now.

"Li I miss you and Nialler a lot. I barley get to see you guys anymore." Harry said still playing around with Liam's hand. "I miss you sooo much as well but what can we do, whenever you have a minute to spare I'm busy and when I have time to spare you're busy. What I don't get is how come you're the only one doing really long hours?" Liam asked with obvious irritation in his voice. To answer Liam Harry got out of the tangle of their hands and kneeled down in front of Liam and they both stared deeply into each other's eyes.
"If I tell you this please tell me you're not going go do something about it?" Harry pleaded rather than asking.
"Ok I promise what's wrong?" Liam asked Harry looking straight at Harry.
"Well it's Zayn he's been making me re-do everything. He hates everything I do and always makes me do it again and I've to stay here and finish even when everyone is gone. I don't know how long I can take this." Harry took a breath in and started again.
"It's not like I did something wrong it's him who was a coward and left me and now he's acting like he doesn't remember me and that's really annoying me" oh how he doesn't know how wrong he is.

"Harry calm down I'll talk to Niall about it ok and don't worry about Zayn you are mine now and that's it I mean it's impossible for me to look at Louis without seeing a traitors face but I still try to suck it up and move on for you. He hurt me badly but I am thankful to him for one thing if it wasn't for him I would have never got you or be able to do this whenever I want" Liam said and Harry looked up at him and he took Harry's face in his hands and started to lean in. I could feel my jaw clenching and my hand tightening into a fist. When it got too much to handle I turned around and walked away. Slow walk turned into power walk and then into a sprint and within seconds I was in my office banging the door shut. I ran to my desk and slammed my hand on it and hung my head loose. Suddenly I felt a drop on my hand and that's when I realised I was crying and when realisation struck I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. He hates me and is just being nice to me for Harry's sake. He doesn't even miss me all he cares about is Harry. I can't blame him I pushed him into Harry's arms.

I heard the door handle creek and I desperately tried to wipe my eyes and looked away from whoever walked in. "Hey Lou we're going out for lunch in an hour your coming right?" the voice asked and it was Niall. I gathered up my courage and spoke "no Niall I'm not in the mood" "Louis! look at me" he demanded walking around the table towards me. I tried turning away but he caught my wrist and turned me around to face him. "Lou why are you crying?" that question made me breakdown in front of him and he pulled me into a hug and then made me sit on the sofa. "Now tell me what's wrong?" he said looking at me with genuine care. This is what I love about Niall he's always there for everyone when we need someone to talk to even though he's sooo childish sometimes.
"It's Liam. I saw him and Harry being all couple-y today and he's only talking to me because Harry asked him to and that when he sees my face all he sees is a betrayer." I said breaking down more.
"I know you still love him and under what circumstances you had to leave him but why didn't you tell him the truth" Niall asked me.

Liam's POV

I pulled away from Harry and smiled at him and he did the same. I'm glad I have Harry in my life right about now he keeps me sane and from running back to the traitor. "Hey! Niall was asking me if we wanted to lunch with them later what do you say?" he asked me pulling me out of my trance. Smiling I answered "whatever you want to do. I'd rather have a quite picnic with you but whatever". I saw a cheeky smile appear on his face which I thought didn't exist anymore. "Someone's in a good happy mood today" he said walking up to get his camera. "Well what can you say I got to spend sooo much time with the one I love today what else do I need". "Get out Li and didn't you have to bring something to Niall anyway" he said pushing me out the door and I walked away shaking my head and smiling for the millionth time today.