Serena Diamond
"Get your ass down here!" my dad shouted.
"Coming!" I yelled back. "Asshole," I muttered under my breath, making sure he didn't hear me.
"Hurry the fuck up, bitch!" he barked again. I sighed and got up from my bed, glancing at myself in the mirror.
My name is Serena Bernice Diamond. I'm 19, almost 20, and I live with my abusive father, Frank. I'm mixed—Black and Dominican—with dark hair that's a blend of kinky and loose curls. I like to think I'm thick in all the right places. I weigh about 160 pounds. Sometimes, I don't even think Frank is my real dad, but unfortunately, I look just like him. My beautiful mother, Lisa, died three years ago because of him. I remember it like it was yesterday.
*FLASHBACK*
I was in my room when I heard Frank beating and yelling at my mom.
"If you can't show me respect, then you don't deserve to live!" His voice was full of rage, and I could hear her desperate cries.
He had warned me never to interfere when he was angry at her, or he'd hurt me too. After a while, her crying stopped. Then I heard him calling her name, telling her to wake up. I knew she was gone...
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Warm tears welled up in my eyes, but I quickly wiped them away when I heard my dad's footsteps coming closer.
"What the hell have you been doing? I told you to come downstairs twenty minutes ago, and you're just taking your sweet time!" he yelled, slapping me across the face.
"You always do this to me! You're a worthless father. You killed my mother, and now you're taking it out on me! What the hell is your problem? I hate you! I wish you would just die and—"
Before I could finish, his hand met my face again, harder this time. "Don't you ever say that to me again!" he screamed, kicking and punching me. The pain was unbearable. I struggled to break free, and when I managed to kick him in the groin, he fell to the ground. Without wasting a second, I grabbed my dance bag, phone, and keys, and ran out of my room. I could hear him yelling behind me, but I ignored him and bolted out of the house.
Once I got into my dark blue Nissan, I locked the doors and let the tears flow. When I finally calmed down, I checked my reflection in the rearview mirror. A huge bruise had formed on my left cheek, but I didn't care. I didn't have the energy to care anymore.
I turned the ignition and switched to my favorite radio station, 96.1. Fine China by Chris Brown was playing, and I cranked the volume to the max. Singing along with the music as I headed to my dance studio.
Baby, does he do it for you?
When he's finished, does he step back and adore you?
I just gotta know, 'cause your time is money
And I won't let him waste it, oh no, no...
I finally arrived at the dance studio, pulling the key from the ignition. After locking the car, I walked up to the entrance and made my way to room 36C. Inside, I set my bag down by the mirror and turned on my music system. "Run It" by Chris Brown filled the room, and I let my body move to the beat.
Dancing was my escape, my therapy. Every movement cleared my head, melting away the stress. After dancing through nine songs, I decided it was time to head home, even though I dreaded going back. Luckily, my dad was usually out at this hour, so I figured I'd have a little peace.
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When I got home, I noticed my dad's car wasn't in the driveway. Relief washed over me as I headed to my room, locking the door behind me. In the bathroom, I brushed my teeth and glanced at the bruise on my cheek. It looked worse now, but what could I do? I brushed it off, just like always.
I turned on the shower and let the water run until it was warm. After I finished, I said a quick prayer and crawled into bed, careful not to lie on my bruised cheek. Slowly, exhaustion took over, and I drifted off to sleep.
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FanfictionSerena Diamond has had a lifelong passion for dance, a talent passed down from her mother and grandmother, both of whom have passed away. Her father, however, has been abusive for as long as she can remember. In fact, his actions led to her mother's...