im in hell again ahhhhhh why does this happen to me every time omg i almost killed myself 3 times in one week wow i have problems and im writting this in a plase that servues burnt pancakes and my wrist looks burt because i ripped the skin off with my teeth and i know this is a really shit chapter but i had no choice to write because i dont have my phones and this is the only way i can get anything out and i just wanna die in a hole and die like i was but nooooo i cant be trusted and fuck people i just wanna go home but i cant i candt do shit and i have to wait till my cuts heal before i get my tattoos and i found 3 really perfect guys and i really like them all but they dont know about eachother they think im with just them and one wants to buy me stuff and he gonna do my piercings and tattoos and im really happy for that i can get them done in febuary i think it depens on whe he comes dowm to see me and i still have hw to do and i have to go to a new school and i have to starty over and i cant even go home im gonna be dead for a year and i hate it no one ever thought that i had plans and stuff to do on my own i was gonna get 3 small tattoos but now i cant and i really wanted something to cover my scars because i dont wanna liik at my scars i was woken up and dropped off with notghing i was left in my pjsand i just wanna die and go home and cry till i fall asleep and i live in a hole now and i have no one to help me threw this because im not allowed to have friends and i vant do anything and i dont even have a dryer i have to hang my underwear out side for the world to see i just neededone more day and i could have been gone and happy now im in a home where i will die and no one cares and im sorry i havnt updated in a while i was going threw stuff and now ill update offten if i can and when school starts ill update most days
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RandomI started writing this in my science class last year and now irk what to do with it but I can't end it
