Embrace the sometimes painful truth of reality or Remain in the blissful ignorance of illusion.
Which one do you choose?
Red or Blue?
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He starts sobbing and I try my best to hold my tears back as I see him writhing on the bed, bathing in sweat and tears.
My eyes widen in shock and disgust, when I see another pill in the nurse's hands and she forces it onto his lips.
He still squirms but he opens his mouth for a few seconds and takes it in. My jaw clenches and my pencil glides out of my sweating fingers when he screams again.
A tear drops down my cheek and my knees shake but I can't look away.
I don't know what to do. Although everything in my body screams for me to do something, I restrict myself. Not yet.
I can't and I throw a hand in front of my mouth when Taehyung screams again, a pained sound and whimpers, clenching his eyes.
I hear the nurse talk. "What do you see, Kim Taehyung?"
He starts whimpering and his back arches as he cries out. "I... I see."
"What do you see, Kim Taehyung?"
"R-red..."
"What kind of red?"
"Blood", he presses out before another wave takes over his body and his finger clench onto the surface underneath him.
My fingers are trembling now and I bite down on my lip, making it bleed.
"Where is the blood?"
"... On the grass... on the- the trees."
"Open up."
He opens his mouth again and I almost shoot up from my seat and knock the nurse over as she puts another pill into his mouth. "Count", she says, her voice sweet.
"Eleven..."
"Good."
She scribbles something down in her notebook and lets it slap close. Taehyung flinches badly at that and a pained sound escapes his mouth.
I quickly wipe my tears away but thankfully, she doesn't see it.
"Where are you?"
I immediately understand what she means. And Taehyung does too.
"... On... the side... on the grass."
"Where is your brother?", she asks, sweetly and my breathing stocks, when I see Taehyung's expression freezing for a second before he curls himself up into a ball.
But the nurse stops him and holds his legs down.
He squirms. "Where is he?", it's almost a scream.
"... Under the water."
"Good."
My gaze shoots up to the nurse but she's deeply concentrated on Taehyung. My mouth opens slightly at that and my heart clenches tightly.
I taste blood on my tongue.
"What do you have in your hand?"
My gaze travels to Taehyung in shock at her question and his eyebrows furrow deeply, another groan escaping his bleeding lips. He's bitten on it too.
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Tomorrow, still Today| (Kim Taehyung)
Fanfiction- Give him a mask and he will tell you the truth. - Insane, that's what they say. One single word to describe everything that happened, and why it had to happen sooner or later- Insanity. note: everything about the mental illnesses and treatme...
