We got off the bus and my phone rung.
'Hey girl hey' an all to familiar voice rang through the phone.
'Hey Kellin hey' I smirked walking over to the stage.
'Turn round' he said and I done as he asked.
'Dude, what are you doing here!' I shouted running over and giving him a hug.
'I was bored so I thought, fuck it' he smirked.
'And we asked you to come' Vic smirked walking past.
'That too' he rolled his eyes. We walked to the stage and I met up with Jack, Kell went to go check out the place.
'Skye, can we talk?' Alex asked. Jack, being jack walked off stage with a smirk on his face.
'Some fucking big brother you are' I rolled my eyes and walked to the other side of the stage 'Yes?'
'Can we be friends, please?, I hate how we left things' he said and memories flashed back.
*After Graduation*
'Alex, why' I said holding back tears. 'Give me one good reason that you are leaving me'
'Because I found someone else, it was all just a game, you are a naïve little girl' he snarled but it looked like it pained him to say it.
'You know what, fine, I hope you're happy' I said walking away. Right enough the next day he was with someone else.
*End of Flashback*
'You left me, right after my graduation, why?' I said a few stray tears falling free.
'I had to, management problems, I had to, I was told to hurt you, only later did I find out that it was all just so they could get rid of you, so we got new people, singed to Hopeless again, when I found out you had a band that were also with hopeless I tried everything to get to you. I could never find you and Jack wanted me no where near you, all I ask is to be friends' he said wiping away the few tears fallen from my eyes.
'I guess we could try' I smiled and his face lit up.
'Alex!' and ear piercing screech that I assumed was that girl. I was right and she walked up behind me,
'This is where I leave' I said walking back over to the girls.
'What was that about' Zoe smirked.
'Nothing, I think we are friends now' I smiled.
'Good, now lets get started' she smiled. We had our backs turned when we heard a scream and a thump.
'Zoe, of my god' everyone who was near ran over to her.
'Oh fuck, fuck fuck' I said panicked. Kellin picked her up and we all drove to the hospital. After a while of waiting the girls and I were called in.
'She has a minor break in her leg and has had a bang to the head, but apart from that she is fine. She need's to stay her the rest of tonight, I would suggest one of you stay with her' the nurse smiled.
'I will stay, you two go on tonight' Jade smiled.
'You sure?' we asked and she nodded.
'Ok, well we will see you tomorrow right?' I asked.
'Yes, they will both be back tomorrow' the nurse smiled. We thanked her and walked out the small room.
'Whats the damage?' Kellin asked.
'A broken leg and a slight concussion' Emma said as we walked outside. I was in the middle of Alex and Kellin on the way back. Lets just say it was sweaty and a little awkward.
'So Alex, who's the girl?' Emma asked.
'Tilly, we met ages ago and she was here, she's nice guys, give her a chance' he said. No chance. We got back and everyone got changed and ready. I sent out a quick tweet saying,
@SkyeBarakat
Only 2 out of 4 tonight, sorry, all will be explained later x
I put my phone in my pocket and grabbed and electric.
'Wait, before you go one I need to talk to you' Jack said.
'What's up Jack-o?'
Ok, when was the last time you cut?' No point in lying I guess.
'Last night' I said quietly looking down.
'Ok, I am giving you 8 weeks, if you don't cut at all during that time great, but if you do, I am arranging for help' he said and I nodded.
'Ok' I smiled and we went on stage. We sung Sick little game's and Just the way i'm not.
'Ok, this is a new song, and I have been living a lie' I said looking at Emma 'As you all know I have been in a bad place for a while, um, I will just show you' I sighed showing my wrists to the camera's. There were gasps and lots of them 'So I have 8 weeks, if I stop then I get to stay, if not I am going to get help, for real this time, So what I want everyone to do. Get a charm bracelet like this one I have on, put 8 charms on. If I cut I will have to take one charm off and throw it out to sea. Lets see how it works out. Anyway this is little me, I hope you like it' I smiled wiping away a few tears. We finished up for the night and I stood between the two busses. I decided to go with my brother's bus. I walked on and again regretted it.
'Emo freak' she spat standing up.
'Yay, tilly's here, do you wanna not be here' I rolled my eyes as she walked over to me. She was quite a bit taller than me, but I guess everyone is.
'That's a pretty necklace, who got you it?' she smirked wrapping her bony fingers round the small hearts.
'Alex' I said and she ripped it from my neck.
'Well I guess I should keep it from you then' she smirked and I rubbed my neck. Fuck that hurt.
'Hey babe' Alex chimed walking on the bus. 'What you up to?'
'Just making a new friend' she smiled sweetly before walking over to him. She smashed her lips to his and I kinda just, slowly got swallowed by the world. Why does life hate me. I sat down on the sofa and put my feet up. I pulled out my phone and texted Kellin.
To Kell bear:
I hate Tilly so fucking much right now
From Kell Bear:
Why whats happening? x
To Kell Bear:
This! x
I said and sent him a picture. We talked all night and I finally climbed up to bed. I woke at 3am to find a snoring alex in my bed.
'Get the fuck out Gaskarth' I smirked pushing him out and hearing his land on the ground.
'What the fuck, why did you push me out my own bed' she said standing up.
'Dude, your bed is up there' I pointed to the bed above me.
'Oh yea, whoops' he smiled slowly climbing up.
'I miss you' I whispered and fell asleep again.
