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Xox Kat
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•••••••••Jacob's POV•••••••••
After I thought those last sentences me and LuLu were transported to some dark land. LuLu was in my arms when she awoke. I carried her as I walked forward slightly. I could hear her whimpers and shivering.
"LuLu, wake up love. " I whispered in her ear.
Her eyes crack open slowly and she jumps up.
"Whe-ere are we?" she asks shakily.
"Love, I'm not sure. "
She runs into my arms and hides her face in my arms.
"LuLu, we need to get going. "
"No. " She says loudly.
"Come on love. "
"Noo. " She says again.
"You're being difficult. "
"No. " She says again.
I pick her up and walk forward. She's really light so it's not that hard. I'm not sure where we are going but it's okay.
"You know I can walk right?" she asks.
"You weren't walking so I guess not. " I say.
She giggles and kisses my cheek.
We walk together and I take her hand.
She looks a me weird but when she looks the other way I see her smile and blush.
"I see you smiling!!!" I say loudly.
She pouts.
I laugh and side-hug her.
She smiles and then her face turns serious. I get worried but when I look ahead I get serious too.
She starts crying and I try to comfort her.
Ahead of us were all her memories.
In one section is the memory of her mothers funeral.
In the other is a motion picture of her getting beat. Her father is holding a belt and she is bleeding all 'over. She has marks on her thighs and shoulders. He then says "How are you going to explain that to your friends?"
Another one is of her setting the water and filling the tub. She gets in and stays in. Her father comes in, picks her up and throws her against the wall. He rapes her and he drops her on the floor.
I gasp and look down at her slowly.
That's the last thing I see before my eyes are covered.
••••••••Lulu's POV••••••••
We land in this weird place. I look up and see Jacob staring ahead. He looks so cute when he's like tha- nope. Nope nope nope nope nope. Why must I fall in love? It's been like one week. This isn't one of those WattPad love stories. ((MOOHAHAA IT MIGHT BE))He looks down and catches me staring. Aww.
I pretend to fall back asleep. Maybe some rest wouldn't be so bad. He wakes me up and I ask him where we are. He tells me he doesn't know either.
I look around but honestly I don't know where we are.
He says something but I don't hear him. I'm too focused on what's ahead of us. Memories. Everywhere.
Bad.
Memories.
Everywhere.
Who did this? who did this? who did this? who did this?
That's it. I'm done. My nerves are shot. I'm sick of getting treated like crap. But I deserve this. I deserve this. The tears burn my cheeks and I look through my pockets. I look again and again but I only see a sheet of paper folded up. I unfold it and the blade falls out. Thankfully Jacob didn't hear it. I grab the blade from the ground and put it in my back pocket.
Jacob is still looking ahead.
All those bad memories. Why would someone do this to me? Why why why why why why why why?
Reality hits me. Jacob is watching them. Oh no.
I cover his eyes with my sleeves and turn him around.
I make sure there aren't any memories. But there are. There are so many of them. Memories among memories among memories. I stop hiding his eyes from my memories.
His face saddens but gets very serious. He looks, hurt.
I collapse on the ground. I failed him. He trusted me and I failed. I didn't even have enough guts to tell Jacob. I'm such a failure.
I bend my knees and put my arms around them.
I'm starting to fade again.
I need
Love.
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Sorry authors note.
Uh so I'm confused on a where to go from here. ( jk I have so many ideas) idk what to do and I just need help😭
Thanks again here we go.. ANOTHER AUTHORS NOTE AT BOTTOM
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---------------------Jacob's POV------------------------
My head feels a little odd. Maybe it's because i'm lying to the one person that trusts me. At least I think she trusts me. Thankfully she has no idea who i am. But it's only a matter of time before she finds out. I might as well tell her before she gets mad. Naww, she's fine. I'll know the time to tell her later on. Oh well.
I'm too busy in my thoughts to realize that the hands on my eyes are gone. LuLu is on the floor helplessly crying and whimpering. She is shaking and slowly fading away from the real world. I try to grab her but my hands go straight through her. She looks up at me and shakes her head.
The last thing she says before she disappears is;
"Don't try Jacob. I'll be fine here. I deserved to die anyway."
I look at the ground and see the shadow of her.
Blades were taken out of no where and blood drips. No, no no no no no no no no no.
I can't see her but i can feel her presence.
I knock my head against the floor and decide i should just sleep. So much for saving her. But rest is good, rest is good..
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She's crying. And it's all my fault.
I try to stop her but she gets up and runs to the corner. I can't believe I did this.. Why did i? i DONT KNOW.. I wasn't expecting to fall for her. But i can't like her yet, it's been like a day.
