Castle [1] Neymar Jr

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Certain Things-James Arthur
Small Bump-Ed sheeran
Salvation-Gabrielle Aplin

Serayah

It has been hours but it felt like days.My heart racing everytime I thought of neymar getting hurt.The place that we were kept in,in other words the secret room was small but it had enough space to keep my family and I,It was like a cheap hotel room with a twin sized bed and a shelf with first aid kit.There was a coffee table in the corner that was filled with various type of snacks,there is a door leading to a small bathroom.

As my sister laid on the twin sized bed with imania and davi,my mother and father laid on the couch.My brother in law fall asleep on the chair that was next to the coffee table,I on the other hand sat on the floor next to the bathroom door with knees up to my chest and my eyes settled on the door that was protecting my family and I.

I close my eyes trying to go to sleep,like what I have been trying to do but it's simply impossible when I worry too much. Th tears did not help at all.For all I know my husband could be dead and  I'm safe and protected while he lost his life protecting my family ,the country and I.

The handle of the door jiggled and my eyes shot up.What if the enemies found us?.Oh god,quietly I shuffled towards my brother in law "Mike,someone's trying to enter,wake the others"I said when his eyes slowly opened.In a bolt he started to wake the others up while I try to find something to defend us.I saw a knife on the coffee table.By now my family is waking up.They all stood in the corner of the room as mike stand next to me. "Sera,you're pregnant stand here!"My mother whispered loudly and I shook my head.Stubbornly I stood next to michael by now the person behind the door slowly opened the door.

But the sight that was infront of me was different,it was my husband who had a wound on his left cheek and his hair messy,he reeks of blood.He looks so tired and upset.

I drop the knife and hugged him."I was so scared"I admitted."My love"He whispered as the both of us collided in a hug,"I know what I want now ney,I want you and I want us and I don't want to feel that way again knowing that you could be dead.I can't imagine my life without you.I want to be with you"I said as tears pour down my face.

"shh,you know I won't let that happened to you,I fought my best,You are my strength and you and our babies were the one thing in my mind while I was fighting,I knew I had to be strong for you and our children.you didn't marry a loser after all"He whispered as he wiped my tears and he planted a kiss on my forehead and then on my lips.He took me into a hug as I buried my face onto his chest.

"But for now,you have to leave.You all have to leave,find protection.We are not safe especially now."He said and I looked up at him "You want me to leave?"I ask and his eyes soften and his eyes has tears that threatens to spill."Trust me I never want you to leave but I could not keep you safe especially right now" "What do you mean,are they still up there?"I ask and he shooked his head "God no but they will be back"He says and I looked at him and blink and blink,speechless.

"Who are these people neymar?"Serane asks and let out a yawn after."They are the killers,the rebellions,the one who wants to end the line of succession of my grandfather"He says and his voice broke.

"So are we allowed to go back up?"My father asks,he nodded "Only if you're strong enough"He says and my father nodded."I think we should go back to our house we will bring serane and her family with us."My father said as he put a sleeping davi on the bed and give a kiss on my head before walking out with my mother,sister,michael and the two children.

"When do I have to go?"I ask as we both stayed in our comfortable position on the couch.He let out a sigh,"Tonight is the safest time." And I felt the tears."Where would davi and I go?"I asks him and he held me tighter."You are going to be protected and stay with someone I trust very much,He will be coming here with his helicopter tonight,you'll stay under his wing.Your identity will change." "What will happened to my family?"I ask."They will be under safe hands sera" He says before planting a kiss on my forehead.

Then it went silent and I could feel the emotions in the air."I wish I don't have to leave"I said and he let out a sigh."I wish you don't too,but I'm not going to risk losing you or davi in this war.this is my fight and I have to end it"He said and then tears fell. "I hate that I'm going to risk losing you in this war,I can't lose you neymar.No matter how much you brought me pain and brought tears to my eyes,I cant lose you.It may seem crazy but throughout it all I know that you are my life.And I was only trying to go through that divorce and that seperation because I wanted you to be happy and hated seeing you sad over us.I wanted to let you go for your happiness as all our marriage ever did was stressed you out and it-"But I was cut off by his lips and I savoured this moment as this could be our last kiss before I had to leave him to risk his life for me and for the country.

As we seperated from the passionate kiss we leaned our foreheads together and our eyes closed as we tried to steady our breathing from that kiss. His hands were cupping by cheeks."It was selfish for me to make you choose between the country and I,but I couldn't help it and I'm sorry I made you go through that"I whispered as tears started falling but he wiped them with his thumb as we parted from each other but still facing each other."Our marriage wasn't a mistake,marrying you was the best decision I've ever made and though times are rough,I know one thing that is certain and that was loving you."He said as I wiped the tears that was pouring down his face careful not to touch his wounds.

"If this is our last moment,I want to tell you that I love you and I want-"But gunshots cut me off and my eyes widen and held neymar tighter.

"Davi!"I cried as I remembered my three year old son is upstairs and unsafe."Neymar!Davi!"I said and I felt myself standing up from the couch and as I tried to run out of the room,neymar stopped me,His hands wrapped around my waist.

"Serayah are you crazy! You cant go up there!there is a high chance that they could kill you! I know davi is up there but I cant and I won't lose you,Stay here!"He said and as he walk out of the room he closed the door behind him and soon I was left alone with my mind racing to the thought of losing my son and the risk that my husband is facing through.

I felt weak .

Weak from the thought of losing my children and my husband in one night,the thought of losing my family.So with my tears I wrapped myself in the comfort of the blanket.I couldn't stress myself as the healt of the baby maybe affected and I could not let this baby go.It maybe the only family I've got left but with tears in my eyes that just kept pouring.

How could this happened just yesterday I had my birthday ball and now I'm facing the risk of losing my child,my husband and my family.

I laid with my tears as I rubbed my stomach."I won't let you go"I whispered to the fetus in me.Just then michael walked in.

Nissa Mail
I'm sorry for the saddest chapter I ever write, my heart aches for serayah right now. She could be losing her son,her husband,her family in one night. 😭.

#prayforselena.Also I want to say that selena is so braved for cancelling her show and putting her mental health  😂 first.Mental Health is something that we should all be aware of! 💖
By the way guys did chapter 46 already but I wasnt proud of it so I deleted it.Haha😂
I'm still thinking if I should write a sequel or not??? Comment your thoughts on this chapter,spread the loveee 💖