Nash Grier Imagines

I'm Sorry

Hayes Grier imagine.

Your POV

Hayes gets up from the couch and heads to bathroom. I got a really bad feeling something bad was going to happen.

"Y/N!" Hayes yelled. I flinched at how loud he yelled.  I shook it off and quickly ran to the bathroom. "Yea?" I asked quiet nervous. I was nervous and scared. I was scared he was going to find my blade. The blade that helps me forget about the world. About the hate, about how fat I am, of how worthless i am, how broken I am.

"What is this?" Hayes asked calmly. I looked down in shame thinking no one would ever find out. "Y/n! Babe! What is this?" Hayes said at the verge of tears. He already knew the answer. 

"I'm sorry." I said crying quietly and looking down. Hayes came closer to me and picked up my arm. He rolled my sleeves up. And saw all the scars and cuts and some very recent ones. 

"Why? Why do u fucking do this!" Hayes asked. "I'm sorry! Ok! I'm sorry!" I said. 

"I'm sorry I'm ugly, I'm sorry I'm fat, I'm sorry I lie, I'm sorry I cut, I'm sorry I'm broken, I'm sorry I'm not good enough, I'm sorry I'm damaged, I'm sorry for existing, I'm sorry 4 causing u so much worry, I'm sorry getting in ur way, I'm sorry for being anorexic, I'm sorry for getting in ur way, I'm sorry for being depressed, I'm sorry I act ok, I'm sorry." I said in tears. I had said a bunch of things he didn't even know. 

"Babe, how could u be sorry for all of this. Your perfect, beautiful, gorgeous! U don't get in my ways, I NEED U ON MY WAY. Your not ugly, ur beautiful. Ur not fat, u just have a fat/big heart. The fact that ur broken, shatters my heart. The fact that u cut, cuts my heart open and breaks me even more. I cant see u like this. I hate seeing u like this." Hayes said crying his eyes out. "I'm a mess." I said. "A beautiful mess." Hayes said as he tried cheering me up.

"Go get all of ur blades please." Hayes demanded. "Why?" I asked wiping of tears, and finally looked up.  "Just please go get them." Hayes said.

I headed up stairs and grabbed a box where I kept all of my blades. I headed back down stairs.

"Ok? Now what?" I asked. Hayes was shocked at the box I had, but he shook it off. "U have to promise me u won't EVER cut again." He said. "Hay- Hayes I can't." I said. 

"Yes u could y/n. It hurts me to see u like this. U know what it doesn't hurt me. It KILLS me to see u like this. Please ur not just hurting urself, but ur also hurting me. Y/n please just promise me u won't do this again."Hayes said looking straight into my eyes and holding my hands.

"Ok." I said quietly as my voice cracked. He grabbed my arm and took me outside. "What are u doing?" I asked. He opened the trash can and signaled me throw the box. I was shocked, but yet happy  to throw in the box.

Hayes then grabbed me by waist and kissed my lips. "I love u" Hayes said as he hugged me tight. "I love u too." I said.

A/N: Hey guys this imagine was about Hayes Grier. Nash's younger brother. Although, this imagine really sucked I wanted put the message that u don't have to be sorry for being urself, u r perfect, beautiful just the way u are. U don't have to be SORRY for being u, for existing, for living or anything like that! . Just know that u are gorgeous, stunning and just being in ur own skin is beautiful. Sorry for typos and grammar mistakes. I love u beautiful stay strong! BYYYEE