Dear Bully

Letter Seven

Dear Bully,

When I write these letters to you I put your name as Bully.

Even with a capital letter.

Cause that's correct.

It's been weeks, maybe months.

Since I've smiled.

Since my eyes have teared up from happiness.

The only thing I've done for these past weeks is cry, cry sad tears.

I've cut, my arm has cried.

They cry blood, so much blood.

Where are my parents to help?

My dad is an alcoholic.

He abuses me the way he did to my mother.

He raped her.

Then when she got pregnant with me and he killed her.

With every stab in her body he shouted 'I hate you!'

I stood there in the corner.

I was five.

I watched scared as he came close to me,

With the knife he murdered my mother with.

'Look how peaceful your slut of a mother is now' he just says.

My mum lays there.

Crumpled. Broken. Hurt. Bloodied.

Before I knew it my father hit me.

Then he raped me.

So is guess it was right of you people to call me a slut.

Cause when I was five, my dad used me for sex.

For his own forsaken pleasure.

I couldn't do anything, Bully.

I was to young.

Now I am 16, I'm older.

But I still can't do anything.

I am alway stuck in my room, filled with blades, tissues and blood stained bed and carpet.

No food, no water, no fresh air.

Until I met you.

When my eye first landed on you, I thought you were a loud cheerful boy.

A boy who cares for his mates and laughs with them.

A boy who loves this one girl forever.

One of those cliché bad boys.

But no.

Your worse.

You hurt me and I don't know why.

You make me want to kill myself.

I write this letters to you because I want you to feel and see what you are doing to me.

All the blood you made me loose.

All my friends you have made me loose.

The life I left behind for you.

I actually liked you.
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Hey bitches 💞 Hows life? Good? Good. :) I haven't updated my Dear Bully book in a while so there was a longer one. It's really sad to here that people actually cut themselves because they are getting bullied. :(( Please stay strong. I know you have that inner warrior inside of you, like I do. 💕

My best friend EmmaHLOL reminded me to update this so yeah. There you go Emma xo

Hope you guys have a good day // night. And I'll see you guys in the next chapter.

Much love, Queen 💕🌸