"I see...a bottle!„ the girl pointed with her finger on the white clouds upon them, laughing as she spoke. Chris was always able to see things among the clouds but not this time, this time he had no hope, no light--imagination was the last thing that he could use right now but it was hard to refuse playing Bella's game, he didn't want to upset her in any way "what do you see?„ she asked. He looked down at her that was still laying with her head on his knees and smiled
"I see a beautiful little girl...with hope...that will grow to be an amazing woman.„
"I meant in the clouds silly!„ Bella replied, letting out a soft chuckle, making him laugh a bit as well
"Ok fine..„ he started, turned his gaze up to the sky, he looked left, he looked right, he looked in the middle, all around it but he couldn't find anything, not even a flower, not even a Mickey, the most usual shapes of clouds "I....„ he spoke, he didn't want to let her down by saying that he couldn't see anything so he kept looking and somewhere in between the white and blue he caught a cloud that looked just like a heart, separated from the other clouds. Quickly he pointed with his finger at it, a smile appearing in his face "I see a heart...and we all know there is nothing more beautiful than a heart..„
"But is it a heart or a leaf from a rose?„ the girl questioned him "if you look at it upside down„ she started explaining "it looks like a leaf from a rose..„
Chris squinted his eyes while staring at the cloud, he scoffed and smiled, nodding in agreement, the redhead was right "I guess it's both...„ he replied, tilting his head, still smiling.
One thing can be two things and two things can be one
That was another thing Anastasia would say about love, one can be two and two can be one, it was simple and Chris was surprised when he realized how completely logical it is two.
She had told him that a few months back, they were together in the car, it was pouring down, Chris could barely even see through the glass and Anastasia was sitting on the passenger sit, looking at how the raindrops would create little drawings on her window, one by one they would fall on the glass and somehow they would always-each and every one of them-find their way close to the other. They would collide, never letting go of one another. "Two can become one...„ she had whispered to herself, a whisper that had drown Christopher's attention at the time
"Ha?„ he wondered looking in front, Ani turned her head and looked at him in a fast way, laughing at herself silently when she realized he had listened to her
"Oh nothing...it was just a thought..„ she smiled and looked back at the raindrops
"Come on we got 30 minutes at least to spend in this car why won't you just talk?„ he interrogated her, making her laugh again
"I was thinking about the raindrops..„
"Raindrops?„
"Yes...there are so many things in nature that come almost like a symbol for us and we keep refusing to see them..„
"You lost me at 'there are..„ Chris admitted jokingly a bit confused about what she wanted to say
"One can become two and two can become one..„
"Ok...you just made the simplest addition and division incredibly confusing...„
"Chris come on! It's not about math...its just logic...two people can fall in love and history has proven that falling in love means losing yourself and finding it again on the man or woman across you...you lose things and like a puzzle you collide with the one you love...becoming one with him„ she was looking at him carefully as he was driving and only for a second he turned his head at her direction, smiling
"Like raindrops...„ he spoke, realizing what she had said earlier and looked back at the street
"Exactly...and one thing can be some much more than just one thing...„
"Is this about this theory of yours that you had said to me all these years back? With the table and the money..?„
"Yes! Nothing is anything as long as you make it something and that something...it can be anything„
"That quote always makes my brain stop for a little...so confusing!„ he had laughed
"But it's true...„
"Yeah I guess it is...„
"Thanks for driving me home Chris I'm sure you had better things to do..„
"Well I was gonna go hang out with Scarlett Johansson...but you know I love close by„
"That woman makes me question my sexuality! She was born to make straight girls like me lesbians!„ she started fangirling, not really known of what was coming out of her lips, Christopher stared laughing as loud as he could. It was amazing how she could crush over Scarlett more than she would crush over him
"I'll make you sure to tell her how much you love her next time I see her Ani!„
"You wouldn't...„ a playful fear in her voice. She hadn't get any response from him, Chris had only smile to her, making her feel nervous and happy in a way. He was such a funny guy with a heart made of gold. That's how Ani would see him, from the very first day she had knocked on his door, she had fallen in love with his personality and his originality. As she was laying in the hospital bed, with her eyes closed and her brain sleeping, breathing only because of the machines, she couldn't think or dream and it would be such a pity if she never got to tell him all that she thought of him from beginning to end. All that she admired about him with little details and Bella...From the moment Anastasia saw her daughter's eyes, all she wanted to do was watch Bella grow to be the beautiful woman she was sure she would be and now she might not even get the chance to do so.
And The little girl that was sitting on the sand, playing with the rocks and the clouds looking at the blue waves and Sky, all she could think was how she might never get the chance to do all that with her mother again.
Next to her the man that was trying his hardest to be optimistic of the situation when he knew that things would probably end badly, closed his eyes and tried to imagine how perfectly beautiful it'd be to walk on the sand one day with Ani, Hand in hand, Singing La vie en rose.
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